The Fetish Explorer

Webcam with a nylon fetishist?

2008-07-05T16:18:00.005+01:00

In my last blog, I mentioned the trouble I was having trying to meet someone with whom I could experiment with webcamming. I was looking for someone dominant but understanding and friendly. The right mix of not being scary but then being uncompromising in their approach to a master and slave relationship.

So a few weeks a go, I got an interesting email from this guy:
http://www.gaydar.co.uk/thetightsmaster

Now any regular reader of this blog knows that I love a cute girl in stockings. Or a cute girl in any lingerie! And OK im slightly ashamed to admit Ive worn some myself on occasion! But "the tights master" is a true nylon pantyohse obsessive and was keen to make me into the very same! I've exchanged a few mails with him and he does seem the right mix of being sane but masterful.

The question is, just how far am I willing to go?! Some of the pictures he has sent me are quite hardcore. When under his control I would be wearing pantyhose from head to toe, eating from it, drinking through it, masterbating in it, sleeping in it - living and breathing it. Now this guy has
some fetish!

Here are a couple of the pics that I dare upload - these are the tame ones!! Now could I really do this? And could I do this whilst he watches?

Could I wear ripped pantyose, stockings, suspenders and tights. All at once!

Could I cover mylelf from head to toe in the stuff?

Could I indulge in bondage and pantyhose encasement?

Surround myself in all the tights I can find?

Answer: I dont know. What would you think of someone who did all of the above? Is it something I should do? Is it something youd like to see?

Meeting Webcam partners...

2008-04-27T14:03:00.000+01:00

Sometime ago I setup a profile on the infamous web site www.gaydar.co.uk. Now, I am not actually gay but I quickly realised that most women willing to play around on webcams will only do so for a fee. I'm afraid I just have no interest in paying out to fool around in this way and so an alternative was needed! Gaydar is a great alternative because its chat room happens to be stuffed full of pervy guys happy to jump on a webcam at the drop of a hat!

Sadly, I have found that most of these guys fall into 2 categories:

Total fantasists who have no real idea of what they are doing
Nicey nice guys too keen not to be in the former group

So when looking for guys to play some webcam domination or submission games I have the same problems. Either the guy starts asking for stupid impossible crazy requests such as flash my knob out of the window and ask the first man I see to come and fuck me. Or they are so nice that they ask me what I want to do and have no capability of leading the game!!

I'm not going to just jump on cam and show people what I want to show. That just doesn't interest me, it doesn't get me excited. And I have no desire to do anything dangerous, illegal, or upsetting to anyone. Why isn't there someone in the middle?

My ideal webcamer would:

Be older than me
More experienced (not hard!)
Not afraid to make requests of me even if I seem shy and reluctant
Have some specific fetish interests
A desire to watch someone indulge those interests
Know how to be safe and sane, know when the game ends

So next time you come across a quiet webcam user on gaydar and they claim to be into domination games then please don't be shy. If it would turn you on massively to watch them rub themselves against a balloon, pretend to be a robot, pull pantyhose over their head, or any other specialist fetish activity - then please just ask them. No, TELL them to perform for you and don't take no for an answer! If it's me on the end of the cam, you might just get exactly what you want!

so whats next...?

2008-03-27T21:23:00.004Z

What's next for the blog then?

I'd love to hear from anyone reading this site. What would you have me do? What should everyone try at least once? Or would you get a kick out of seeing me humiliated?

I have some ideas in the back of my mind:

Some full Zentai shoots, including putting on a suit, some bondage, dressing up over it, etc
Adult baby. Would I dare where a nappy. Would I use it?
Masks - leather, rubber, lycra, nylon!
Bondage - chained into a humiliating outfit, tied up, restricted
A full cross dressing experience
A wetsuit photoshoot - what pics would you want?
Nylon encasement
Venturing outside
Reporting back on a webcam experience
Hypnosis
Something wet and messy

Please post any requests, ideas, etc...

What have you done?

More celebrity pics!

2008-03-26T20:45:00.005Z

Long time - no posts!

About time I started up again I think :)!

I think I'll start with some more celebrity pictures and then fill the world in on my own experimentation and let you know what ive been up to ;)!

So here are a few Girls Aloud pics, some nice latex, rubber, stockings, tights etc.

Enjoy!

Love the latex catsuits :)

Some celebrity Pantyhose!

2007-06-28T20:09:00.000+01:00

Well we all love to see our fave celebs wearing tights or stockings, or anything nylon tbh! So here are a few more from my small (honest) collection!

Gwen Stefani in tights - got to love those sexy legs!

Actress Cate Blanchett in tights and heels:

Everyone's favourite Welsh movie star Catherine Zeta Jones in a sexy bodystocking, and check out those boots too - great pointy heels ;):

The very sexy Charlize Theron in stockings and suspenders:

Christina Aguilera in suspenders - shame there are no stockings though!

Until next time!

Toes in Pantyhose

2007-06-26T20:36:00.000+01:00

Here are some high resolution photos I have taken of toes in pantyhose. I love the way you can see the nylon in close detail! So glad I found the macro function on my camera ! It allows real good close up pictures that capture the fine detail of the tights.

Blue pantyhose - I love coloured pantyhose, something extra exciting about it. And yes this is an outdoor pantyhose shot. This was taken at the same time as the earlier youtub movie I posted.

Pink and black stripped tights - More great coloured nylon

Fishnets - this was a pair of hold-up fishnet stockings!

White suspenders - this was a pair of white stockings...

Hooters Pantyhose YouTube video

2007-06-18T18:11:00.000+01:00

You can't beat tight buttocks in shiny tights. What a great look, white stiletto heels, the brown glossy pantyhose, and those long toned legs :)!

Enjoy!

Hypnosis - my experience!

2007-06-13T20:06:00.000+01:00

Intro

If you have read my entry below, you will know that I was curious to experiment with a hypnosis mp3 file downloaded from the net, in this case the site www.warpmymind.com.

A few weeks ago, when my partner was away for a weekend, I decided to pick a file entitled "female for the day". I chose this because it was something I had never really wanted to try before, yet I knew it was something that I could possibly do and wouldnt have any horrible lasting consequences. Again, I will reiterate that I am not a full-on cross dresser and have NO desire to look or act like a woman!

Yes, I have worn tights and panties in the past, but that was due to specific fetish interest in those items, and NOT because I am a transvestite!! The only time I have previously thought about becoming a woman is in the context of a domination/submission game where I am forced into it.

Induction

I listened to the file multiple times before going to sleep the previous night, perhaps three times if I remember OK. It was a pleasent experience and I recall feeling deeply relaxed, the final time was really rather a blur, I think I might have even fallen asleep!

I went into this experimnet with my eyes open, we all know what hypnosis can be capable of, but similarly I understand that there are limitations. You need to belive it can work, you need to be open to the possibilities and let yourself go, let the words guide your uncounscious!

Result

So I woke up first thing in the morning. Now it would have been easy for me to then just act being a woman, I could have dressed in my partners clothes and used her makeup and strutted around all day making out to be female. This would have proved the file's success?

Well to be honest, I felt no compulsion to be feminine at all, I did none of the above things and dressed as normal. It was a bit of a dissapointment but then Im not sure what I expected! I went and had breakfast as normal, watched some telly, etc..

..a twist in the tale

So anyway, later in the morning I was feeling horny and took advantage of being home alone. I took the opportunity to relieve myself - nothing unusual here. But then something odd happened. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs, I found myself cooking lunch. Cooking a proper meal, something I dont normally do. I found myself cleaning the kitchen surfaces, putting things away, again, I normally leave all the cleaning up for my partner - even when she is away! I had started picking up on the traditional female role in the home.

And then whilst it was dawning on me I noticed the strangest thing. When I got dressed, I had put on a pair of my wife's panties and, get this, one of her dresses. I honestly promise this is absolutely true. After climaxing I had spontaneously and naturally got dressed in female clothes without even thinking about what I was doing. It just seemed the right thing to do at the time, like it was what I was supposed to do. They were the clothes I should be wearing and it didnt occur to be once that this was unusual. I hadnt thought about the file.

What sets this apart is that I hadnt chosen to wear any kinky items that I might sometimes wear for a thrill, eg some lacey panties, tights or if I was really daring, perhaps stockings and suspenders. I had chosen to wear normal unsexy everyday stuff, and it was post climax too so I was nolonger driven by my horny desires.

And even when I realised what I was wearing, it still didnt feel odd. It felt comfortable to wear for the rest of the day. Looking back now it seems a very strange experience, im embarrassed by how I was manipulated and what I found myself doing. Im cringing at the thought of it even as I type - and NO, I didnt take any photos to share!!

Finally

I have had NO further desire to dress as a woman since then, just as the file claims. So Im glad about that lol! Would I try another file? Yes, I would. But I will pick very carefully because its clear these things do have a latent affect and catch you when your guard is down! I guess that is the whole premise behind hypnotism in the first place! I am not very unsure about listening to the email slavery file lol!

I'd love to try something like this live over MSN with a webcam - who knows what you might end up doing lol! I will certainly be looking out for more files and will post soon reguarding my fantasy file to download!

Drop me a line if you have any recommendations :)

Encasement

2007-06-13T08:14:00.000+01:00

Cute pantyhose encasement video on youtube! Enjoy:

Blue Pantyhose

2007-06-12T07:42:00.000+01:00

It's been a while, but my tights videos on youtube proved quite popular, and so I have uploaded a new one! I must admit I havent slipped into any nylons for a while, they arent the most comfortable things to wear now that summer is finally here!

In this video I took the opportunity to show of my tights in a secluded outdoor location, when I was safe from being discovered I stripped down to my blue pantyhose and rolled in the grass a little - very thrilling and a fantastic experience. I am not sure I will dare to do it again anytime soon! I think for now I will hang up my hose unless there are more requests of if there is a particularly dominant man or woman out there who wants to force me into them ;)!

Hypno Female Domination

2007-06-11T16:28:00.000+01:00

Ive started investigating the world of hypno femdom a little further, it seems there is a small community to explore and I look forward to reading up more on the subject. The idea of letting my self go and letting a powerful dominant woman into my head to lead me as she desires is so thrilling. Im hoping I can find some mp3 hypno files to try...

Here are two blogs that I will be heading back to for a good read:

http://desiresdungeon.blogspot.com/

http://izzabellesworld.blogspot.com/

More Pantyhose Encasement pictures

2007-06-11T15:12:00.000+01:00

Some Encasement pics for your enjoyment! Some free preview pics found on the web:

Great legs in pantyhose!

Now I'd love to be wrapped up in that hose and in those boots out there in the woods! Not sure Id want to be tied to a tree though?! Who am I kidding, of course I would!

More great leather boots, I think heels and boots are something Im going to have to get into - how sexy are they!

Great tights, no wonder she looks happy!

Hypnosis

2007-05-22T18:25:00.000+01:00

Hypnosis in the fetish world is something Ive become very interested in recently - particulary when along side my domination and submission fantasies. The idea being that a skilled hypnotist can really get in your head, perhaps leading to extra feelings of humiliation or even pushing you further to try things you might not have been willing to try!

After some discussion with online contacts it soon became clear that hypnosis is regularly used effectively to this end. Some of the guys I chatted with told me how they have had straight conservative guys like me living as a woman, or as a dog, or have had them lose control of their body and many even claimed to have had guys begging to suck cock. Now I dont want the latter to happen to me lol, but it goes to show how powerful a skilled hypnotist can be!

My chats lead me to discover that you can download hynotism scipts from the internet to listen to if you dare! OK, so I thought to myself, if im truly here to explore different fetishes - I have to try this for myself!!

Online Files

A site recommended to me by one of the online hypnotists I had spoken to was www.warpmymind.com. So I decided this was where I'd download my first file! Initially the humiliation section seemed promising. However this seemed to be tailored towards "toilet" related scripts - a limit in my fetish exploration I must admit!

Next I looked up transformations, this time the scripts looked unbelievable. Im sorry but Im not convinced listening to a script will cause me to grow breasts lol!

Now the next one was interesting, a hypno email slave script!

"The listener will obey any commands they get in an email titled "THIS IS YOUR NEW HYPNOFILE" and will forget reading any commands with the words "MUST DO" in them. The file also encourages them to pass it on to others."

This is something id be interested in coming back to, but obviously not something I could try on my own!

Other interesting/funny scripts included:

Im not sure what the misses would think if I started sniffing rounfd her crotch lol: This file uses a nice long induction and then some deepeners, then gives you a strong panty fetish - the sight of a woman's panties (recenly worn, or still on her) or the smell of her pussy musk will make you extremely aroused and hard and will fill you with an overwelming desire for her pussy.
Another one that the misses might appreciate:This file makes the listener love the taste, smell and feel of a woman's pussy. They will take every opportunity to go down on a partner that he/she can.
What about something a bit more daring: When this file is done feel a Master putting a vacuum on your cock and balls and expanding them until it is painful. The only way to releive it is to masturbate until you cum.After listening to this file, you will feel like you have a butt plug in your anus for the rest of the day. you will also feel it course and swell keeping you arroused all day. the feeling goes away when you go to sleep that night.
Or for the really brave: After listening to this file, you will feel like you have a butt plug in your anus for the rest of the day. you will also feel it course and swell keeping you arroused all day. the feeling goes away when you go to sleep that night.

I think at some point I will try listening to all of the above lol! More on what I did pick and whether it worked coming up soon...

Update

2007-05-22T18:04:00.000+01:00

Well its been a while since my last post - Ive been busy doing lots of things, from furthuring my fetish exploration to working hard and educating myself.

I plan to update my blog a little over the next few weeks, including some more on my fetish purchases, my experience with nylon, lingerie and Zentai and an update on something else that Ive begun to take an interest in - Hypnosis!

Cheers.

Leather bondage

2007-03-27T10:55:00.001+01:00

I like this outfit, especially the leather muzzle! Would be nice to have one of those lol! I would find myself restricted and trapped in it but then I wouldnt have the luxury of hiding behind a full mask, my dominator would still be able to have a clear picture of my eyes to enjoy!

Lycra and the women that wear it

2007-02-10T14:17:00.000Z

Dont you just love the shape of fit shapely body encased in figure hugging lycra? I remember seeing two promotion models handing out leaflets in the street once when I was about 15 or 16 or so. I remember being captivated by their curves and couldnt stop staring.

Every beautiful line of their bodies were there to admire, their sexy shaply arses, and the crotch, oh wow the crotch. I didnt know at the time that there was a word to describe that faint imprint of female genitalia that showed through the tight lycra, the slight impression of the vagina just showing through. We now all know the term; camel toe!

It was an amazing sexual experience for me, I just wanted to reach out and touch them so badly, to cup their perfect breasts in my hands, to squeeze hard on their round bottoms. Of course I was never going to do that, but a guy can fantasise right?!

I can still picture these two ladies today, im sure they helped start my interest in all things tight and shiny lol!

Anyways, to celebrate, here are some more lovely looking ladies in lycra:

Gimp of the week: Hogtied

2007-02-08T18:28:00.000Z

Now this is one sexy picture, as always, how I wish it was me posing for this photo, not only would I bound and gagged but forced into stockings and a corset too, before being photograohed and uploaded onto the internet!

Sounds like fun to me ;)

Gimp of the week: Ball-gag

2007-01-23T18:09:00.000Z

Another beauty in bondage, combining a gorgeous red ball-gag, a silk corset and of course some nylon stockings, what more could we ask for?! And again, I wish it was me in the picture!

Yellow Pantyhose Part3

2007-01-11T18:59:00.000Z

This is the 3rd of four clips I made from a secret pantyhose wearing session I had a while back, scroll down the blog for the other clips. This, like the others, features some close ups of my feet in tights and also my arse! The tights actually belong to my partner, I had sneaked them out of her draw one evening when she was out for the night. I know its a bit naughty but I just cant help stealing my wife's pantyhose lol!

Enjoy the clip, as always, feedback encouraged :)!

Gimp of the week! Latex oral sex pants!

2007-01-09T18:29:00.000Z

This is an awesome outfit, I believe such a pair of rubber pants can be purchased from deMask! Imagine having your partner's head encased in latex such that all they have infront of them is your cock! Or how about the other way round, what if you were trapped infront of your partners pussy, all you could see, smell and touch is her wet hole, with no way to escape from the bizarre latex shorts!

Nice! I just need to place my order!

Wetsuit Fetish

2007-01-09T07:38:00.000Z

Ive noticed that the most popular search result sending people to this blog is 'wetsuit fetish'! However there isnt really much here on the subject, but if its something people are interested in, then let me know! I read and respond to all comments so feel free to pass on your interests!

So what is it about wetsuits that people like? What would you like to see more of, can I take some self pictures perhaps? Im keen to learn more! Any cood wetsuit fetish sites around?

http://www.fetisheyes.com

Pantyhose encasement self video

2007-01-08T18:20:00.000Z

Youtube unfortunately doesnt allow more explicit video images, so I thought Id look for an alternative that does. Here is a video that I uploaded to youtube and it was removed for being inapropriate!

This is a short clip of a pantyhose encasement session which I carried out some time ago, regular readers will know the story! I am encased in three pairs of nylon tights that cover me from head to toe, I then secured myself inside the costume! Let me know if this interests you, I was thinking about putting up a 'how to' posting on this blog, a step by step guide on how to cover yourself from head to toe in pantyhose!!

Lets see if the pantyhose encasement video clip works ok?!

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Let me know what you think, this is easily the most daring thing ive done so be kind to me :D!

Pantyhose legs!

2007-01-04T07:49:00.000Z

Another youtube pantyhose video, this one is another section of the longer film where I wore the yellow tights a while back. This little bit shows some close ups of toes in nylon, and some nice pantyhose clad legs! I hope you enjoy!

Pantyhose feet!

2007-01-01T18:24:00.000Z

Another clip of me wearing my yellow pantyhose! I have a series of clips ready to upload over the next few weeks featuring nylon toes and pantyhose legs! Check back!

Please leave me comments, anyone can add a note, its easy! Feedback inspires me to post more!!

Happy New Year!!

2007-01-01T14:50:00.000Z

A 43things.com user passed on these two links to regular fetish events in London. Im not sure Id be brave enough to head along just yet, but its great to know these things exist! I love the idea of being seen in fetish gear in public - well not quite public as its a gathering of like minded people, ideal! Imagine slinking around the stalls in a full rubber suit, masked in latex, from head to toe, or how about a zentai suit! Or even more daring, how about wearing some heels and stockings and have my legs on full show!

London fetish fair:
http://www.londonfetishfair.co.uk/

London alternative market:
http://www.londonalternativemarket.com/

Both events seem similar with a number of commercial stalls and various other events. There are some photos on the sites, taken with permission of course! I think it would be exciting enough for me just to see real people wearing real fetish clothing right infront of me! I think I will have to look into going to one of these fetish events!

Happy Christmas!!

2006-12-25T12:36:00.000Z

Well ive sneaked onto the PC for a bit, good to get away from all the famlily lol! Its all a bit much!!
All in all a good Christmas present stash was received! I got the misses some hold-up stockings and a nice bra and panties set so im looking forward to seeing her in them later and hopefully maybe trying them on myself at a later date lol!!

Anyways, thats all for now! Happy Christmas everyone!!

Professional Humiliation

2006-12-17T16:10:00.000Z

Now visiting a professional dominatrix isnt something im considering, but I enjoy looking round their sites and fuelling the fantasy. One such site belongs to a Lady Cougar! I came across this site some time ago whilst going through an entire directory of professional dominatrix - it was not something I knew about at the time, but thanks to the internet my head was soon spinning from the amazing array of activities on offer.

Anyway, so back to this specific site. There was one picture in particular, and I hope no one minds quoting it below, that really blew me away:

The idea of being forced by a woman to strip off and then dressed up in this way really hit a nerve, it really got the adrenaline flowing! Not only has this poor guy been dehuminised and turned into a human pig, but he's been made to do it full lady's attire, from head to toe. I always think a guy being made to wear suspenders is particularly cruel! OK so I love pantyhose, I love stockings, but would I ever put them on infront of someone else, would I then wear high heeled boots, a skirt, a blouse... I dont think so!!

And then to finish it all of, out little lady pig is forced to fuck an inflatable pig, to take porky from behind. What fantastic imagination! One wonders if he was really made to penetrate the inflatable pig? God can you imagine doing that? Being in that situaton, your already dressed up in a way you never should be, your handed an inflatable toy, and then instructed to screw it - all whilst being watched! This just sent my heart racing! To be honest I dont think Id even be able to do that for real, it would just be too embarrassing, sliding your cock into the anal cavity of the inflatable animal whilst someone is watching and smiling over you.

Could you do it...?!

Celebrity Pantyhose

2006-12-10T15:57:00.000Z

Another batch of celebs wearing pantyhose, stockings, tights, etc...

Elizabeth Hurley in stockings:

Jordan in blue fishnet tights :

Catherine Zeta-Jones wearing fishnet tights:

Claudia Shifa wearing pantyhose:

Courtney Cox wearing tights:

Denise Van Outen in her Chicago fishnet tights

Video of me Putting on Pantyhose

2006-12-03T13:38:00.000Z

Well I put this up a few days ago and wow, youtube have not removed it this time!! This is a short clip of myself slipping into a pair of yellow tights! Please forgive me if it looks a bit clumsy, remember this only about the 4th time Ive ever worn pantyhose! I really like the way the nylon rolls up my leg, and the way the feet of the pantyhose grip my toes - makes me want to smell them and put them in my mouth.

Anyways, if you like this, please leave me a comment or two! If you want to see more - you know what to do! Just demand it lol!

Sofar Ive had good feedback on the youtube site so I finally feel confident enough to add it to my blog too! Its amazing to think over 2000 people have already watched in on there, 2000 people have seen my slipping into a pair of yellow pantyhose! Its scary if I think about it too much!

Modern female dress...

2006-12-01T20:15:00.000Z

I wondered today whilst at work, what changed over the last few years. Why is it now acceptable for middle aged business women to wear what was once only suitable attire for a whore? Dont get me wrong, I have no problem with this, and certainly think people should wear exactly what they wish - after all a few people might consider my own fetish tastes somewhat on the weird side!

So what happened? This morning a very respectable looking lady got off the train in front of me, she was wearing shiny black boots with long pointy heels, fishnet tights (or perhaps even stockings?), a short skirt and a tight little jacket on top. A few years ago I used to dream about seeing a real women in fishnet hose, with kinky boots, but now it seems every other women is wearing such delightful outfits!

Thank god for progress!

More stockings, tights, pantyhose on head video clips!

2006-11-28T18:16:00.000Z

First up, an amusing chat show sketch, find out just how people treat you if you go about your daily business with a stocking on your head:

A short video created when a friend placed a pair of tights over a lady's head and then pressed record:

A sexy movie clip featuring a lady in a nylon mask. I wonder why this is allowed to stay on youtube, it features a nude lady! I guess it's arty enough to be allowed to stay lol

Girl with Pantyhose over head Video

2006-11-28T18:09:00.000Z

This is a funny little clip of a brother and sister fooling around with tights over their heads, made me laugh, maybe I should try that sometime, see what crazy faces I can come up with - would probably be even scarier than their efforts lol!

Mummification youtube clip

2006-11-26T14:21:00.000Z

Whilst exploring as usual on youtube for weird and wonderful things, I cam across something new. Regular readers will already be aware Ive been interested in pantyhose encasement and zentai, and this follow on from there. The following youtube clip shows mummification in plastic wrap, aka saran wrap in the US, or cling film in the UK.

I imagine this is something you cant do by yourself and also something that should not be done over the head for obvious reasons. But it looks great around the body and legs, and doesnt the lady int he clip look to be having a great time struggling against the bondage!

A second clip shows a woman wrapping up her legs in black tape. Now im not sure how far you can go by yourself lol, even though this is called 'self-mummification' its clear that you need your hands free to do it?! Its also interesting to see that she is already wrapped in pantyhose, I guess this is because getting the tape of bare skin afterwards would not be a fun experience!

Fetish Blog Stats and Keywords

2006-11-26T11:47:00.000Z

I recently installed some analytics onto the site so that I could see how many people, if anyone, is actually reading this blog! I was quite amazed to see that it was getting about 20-30 hits per day! But more interestingly, it allows me to see exactly what is being read, for how long, and how people find the site! Please note, this is no compromise on privacy - I have no idea who anyone is, just counts of people!

So what is bringing people to the site? So far Zentai discussion seems popular - this makes me want to try and get hold of a full Lycra suit as soon as possible! But also it seems pantyhose encasement has been attracting a few people in too, I never realised it was something other people were chasing!

I wonder if the people who searched on "forced to wear a bra" and "smell pantyhose humiliation" found what they were looking for - lol! Anyway, Ive only had this installed for a couple of days so who know what else we'll see and what seems to be the most searched for fetish activity! See the otput below:

Fantasy - The Bitch! Part I

2006-11-25T17:07:00.000Z

I was doing a favour for my boss whilst he was away on a business trip, he asked me to help paint his spare room on Friday, in exchange I would be allowed to have the rest of the day off. I arrived on time and a smart lady, Mrs Glen, answered the door. "So you're the hired help then, ay?" she barked. I was led up stairs to a sparse room, the paint and brushes were waiting for me. There wasn't much of the wall that needed doing, perhaps only 3 or 4 hours work I hoped. "I'm heading out for the day, let yourself out when you are finished" shouted up the lady, before shutting the front door behind her.

With no distractions I worked quickly through my task, it was barely midday by the time I had finished and was free for the rest of the weekend. As I started to pack away, I couldn't help having a little look round my boss's home, I headed straight for the owner's bedroom. I started looking through her bed side draws, and to my surprise found a small stash of erotic magazines. Again, I couldn't help but to pull one out and started reading. The magazine was a specialist title featuring female domination, stories, photos, and articles discussing powerful women and their control over men. This wasn't a subject I was really into, but there was some great photos in there, plenty of sexy ladies wearing anything from thigh high leather boots, latex catsuits to seamed stockings.

Before I knew it I was sitting on the bed with my clothes piled on the floor, cock in hand, masturbating furiously to the sight of these sexy pictures. "What on Earth do you think you're doing?", came the loud domineering voice. I looked up to see Mrs Glen standing in the doorway, I had not heard her come home. My erection shrunk away almost instantly as I caught her eye. I was so mortified, not only had she caught me masturbating, but it was obvious I had gone through her personal belongings. I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I just looked at the floor and wanted the ground to swallow me up. What could I say? Normally I have an answer for everything, but this time there was no quick witted response at hand.

"You've been through my belongings? I trusted you. Do you know how humiliating it feels to know you've reading about my private interests?"

"I'm Sorry" is all I could reply in a feeble voice, "I'm really sorry". It seemed like an eternity had passed, time moves very slowly when you are caught naked by your Employer's wife. All of a sudden she stepped forward, bent down and scooped up my clothes. Without another word she marched off taking them with her. I was left wondering what she was doing, why didn't she throw me out of the house whilst screaming and shouting at me? I could only imagine she was going to phone her husband and have me sacked, why had I been so stupid? The reality, as I soon found out, was worse. Much worse.

Gimp of the Week

2006-11-25T16:47:00.000Z

This week's gimp is another lady, she is lucky enough to be being teased by two gorgeous women. The latex mask is simply divine, I love the way it adheres to every contour of her face, gripping it so tightly and exquisitely. That expression on her face is understandable lol.

Topped off with the red collar, perhaps used to seal the mask in place to ensure it stays where it belongs!

Celebrity Pantyhose

2006-11-24T08:33:00.000Z

We all enjoy keeping track of our favourite celebs, but why not mix our interests, how about seeing our celeb in pantyhose!

Enjoy!

UK girl group, the Sugababes in stripy pantyhose:

Abi Titmuss, reality TV show 'star', in fishnet tights

Jane Fonda as Barbarella

TV presenter Cat Deely

Buffy aka Sarah Michelle Gellar in fishnet pantyhose

Wetsuit Fetish

2006-11-23T16:20:00.000Z

I found myself with some free time today and with the house to myself I thought it was a good chance to squeeze into my old wetsuit as mentioned. The first thing I noticed was it needed a wash!

But that aside, I quickly pushed my arms and legs into the thick rubbery material and before I knew it the suit had swollowed me up! I was quite happy to see that it still fitted and I still look OK in it! Give it another few years though and I might not be so lucky!

Two points to note.

One, wow was it ever sweaty in there, I was dripping wet within ten minutes or so, perhaps thats why they call it a wetsuit!

Two, once all hot and sweaty in there, wow was it difficult to get out of it again! It took quite a lot of work to peel myself out!

I must admit I did feel quite sexy in it, I guess it emphasises my slim lines and my butt looked kinda cute I think. Makes me want to find an excuse to go out in the water again ;)!

Zentai Fetish

2006-11-22T08:00:00.000Z

OK so ive been asked whether I followed up my zentai order, Im afriad to say I havent -yet! To be honest Im not a big fan of ebay, ive heard too many horror stories. And since my last post on this ive been doing some more research - it seems that there are plenty of places online to buy a suit :)!

http://www.bodyweaver.com/
www.andyelycra.co.uk
http://www.spandexman.com/
www.spandexwear.com
http://csara.net/

So im going to do a bit more research and then hopefully order, maybe next year now, but I definitely want one of these suits :)

Wetsuit

Following on from the bodysuits, it occured to me the other night, that there are things I consider normal and everyday that others may well treat as a fetish item. I actually bought a wetsuit several years ago before a watersports holiday. It was only ever used during that two week period and has been in the attic ever since! But I was thinking, some people would probably find wearing such an outfit, or seeing someone in one rather sexy! So I thought I'd dig it up and see :)! Im not sure when ill get the chance, hopefully sometime this or next week! Watch this space for an update!

2006-11-21T20:09:00.000Z

lingerie model

youtube might not be my fave site right now - grrr! But when you can watch stuff like the clip below, its hard to stay mad for long ;)

This is one for underwear fetishists and fans of gorgeous women. So most blokes then lol...

Youtube Censorship

2006-11-21T18:54:00.000Z

Oh no! My youtube publication career was short lived it seems, my 1st video has been deleted although it almost got 1400 views in the end :)! So what are the rules on allowed videos in youtube? I read the terms and conditions before posting, but all it says in relation to sexual material is nothing 'obscene'. Well that's not at all subjective is it?!

Now I'm assuming my video was deleted for being obscene, it also linked to this blog but that shouldn't be a problem - should it? Plenty of clips link to risque sites dont they? So what was obscene about my vid? I guess its kind of perverted, but then there are lots of videos like that on the site, there was no nudity in it, no sexual actions? I think that it must be because my genitals were slightly visible at one point through the tights I was wearing, perhaps not opaque enough?

The annoying thing is there was no message from youtube, so I guess I'll never know for sure :( - grrrr! I could upload another and see what happens I suppose? Ensure its no more 'obscene' than any allowed video? Ive seen something mentioned about an adult 'flag' too, did I need to set that?

If anyone knows anything more about the rules, please let me know, it is not my intention to piss anyone off or cause any trouble :)

1000 youtube views

2006-11-21T07:40:00.000Z

Wow! This is so scary, my first pantyhose encasement youtube video has now had over 1000 views and 5 ratings, and I now have 11 subscribers to me on there too! Its so weird to know so many people have seen me dressed up in such a humiliating manner! All good fun!

Pantyhose Encasement

2006-11-20T19:33:00.000Z

Due to popular demand(!) I have uploaded another picture from my recent black pantyhose encasement experience. This is me peaking outside the front door - lol! Seems kinda brave, or kinda stupid, until I tell you it was about 3am in the morning! Still, you never know, someone might have been walking past the door on the way home from a late night - imagine if someone had seen me! Id have been sooooo embarressed!

Having said that, some people over at the Pantyhose discussion forum seem quite comfortable being seen in there hose, and other people seem to be promoting the wearing of Zentai in public! That must be such a thrill, hopefully in time Ill get a bit more comfortable with this, but right now it feels so weird to know people have seen me online already! I cant imagine it ever feeling 'normal' but who knows...

250 youtube Views!

2006-11-20T07:27:00.000Z

Well, no comments on the youtube video, either here or on the site, but apparently there have been 250 views overnight! That means 250 people out there have seen me dressed from head to toe in black pantyhose - god that feels so weird! Ive been having second thoughts, thinking about pulling the vid, but I guess now its out there it may aswell stay...

If youve seen the vid, drop me a comment :)

2006-11-19T17:05:00.000Z

My first video!

OK, so now im getting really brave! A while back I mentioned i bought some yellow pantyhose for encasement, however I chickened out of posting anything as the pics looked a bit too much like me and im not ready for that yet, im sure I will in time, perhaps depends on the feedback I get...

So anyway, I got hold of some black hose, a little more opaque, and the other weekend I once again tried the full encasement. Its strange because I enjoy looking at the pictures afterwards, but I find actually doing it quite uncomfortable, both physically and emotionally. I still find it hard to look at myself in the mirror when dressed up, it just feels really weird.

And physically its tough too, the tights really grip your body, your face is compressed, you sweat, get hot and sticky and then cold. The tights afterwards were very damp, straight into the wash!

So anyway, I promised a video clip, so here it is, please be gentle on any comments, im quite vulnerable at this stage! If you like it please let me know, Id think about making more clips if people demanded them hehe...?

Sexy ball-gag fetish photos

2006-11-19T09:41:00.000Z

Why are ballgags just soooo sexy?! I just love the way the ball sits in the mouth, with the lips wrapped tightly around the ball, I love the way it restricts your speech, leaving you to only enjoy your partners wishes!

Gimp of the week! Encasement

2006-11-19T09:24:00.000Z

I really liked this photo, not only does the girl look great in the blue pantyhose, but I love the tight bonds and the sexy dominatrix looking ove her. But actually, the position id like to be in is the gagged onlooking slave in the black outfit.

Imagine being the one having to stand at the side, forced to watch the others having their fun, not knowing what will happen to you next! Now that sounds like a position I want to be in!

Wearing Pantyhose for the Very First Time

2006-11-17T23:14:00.000Z

My first pantyhose!

Ok, ok, so ive been getting a few emails recently, I know ive promised pictures and havent delivered - im sorry! Well I have been taking some and I have made my first steps into wearing tights!

So I havent told the whole story in this blog, a few weeks ago my partner left a pair of her tights out, they were just sitting there on the floor, freshly worn, just calling out to be tried on. Its something Ive thought about many times before but hadnt quite had the guts to do!

But this time I went for it! Im not sure why, maybe all the chat and fantasising on this blog triggered someting in me. Without thinking I grabbed my digital camera, stripped off, and photographed the experience!

Wearing Tights

And here it is, the first tights going on my legs! I guess I couldt resist the shiny nylon - my favourite style! I wonder how many other guys have captured this moment on camera? I doubt im the first lol!

I must admit they were hard to put on, I dont know how you girls do it lol! Perhaps I have the wrong technique? Is it something you learn at school?! I kept them on for aslong as I dared, but was afraid id be caught in them. I think it was maybe just a few minutes but it seemed much longer, my heart was racing so hard, wow, the most exciting thing i had done for ages.

Since this moment Ive tried out a couple of other things and will hopefully be brave enought to write about it soon lol!

Thanks for reading, and go easy on the pics, I havent posted many of me before, im still a bit shy about doing it!

Sexual Fantasy Stories

2006-11-16T20:23:00.000Z

I have so many fantasies going round in my head, is this normal? Sometimes its seems like all I can think about all day, when im making my way to work, buying my lunch, chatting to a customer on the phone, watching TV, etc. I have these continuous thoughts going round and round, thoughts I just cant seem to get away from. I guess thats the overwhelming power of testosterone?!

Anyway, so Ive decided to get some of these fantasies out of my head and onto the net, I wonder if that will help keep them under control? I will start with my favourites and take it from there. Watch this space!

A Map of the Fetish World

2006-11-16T19:58:00.000Z

This is a handy little fetish road map, I must admit that many things in there really hold no appeal and many other are rightfully illegal throughout the world. But still its an intersting depiction!

Thanks to Katherine Gates for making that one, sorry I dont know where this is originally hosted so cant link, but im sure anyone interested will google there way to it...

New Blogger Version

2006-11-16T07:49:00.000Z

So, thanks to Vivian I managed to setup a Google account and have now switched to the new blogger version! So is it any good? Well to be honest I was a little dissapointed it hasnt turned out to be a new revolutionary blogging experience, however there are some nice new features. Specifically the label functionality is particularly useful, this allows you to tag all your posts with a number of themes. A bit of a chore to do retrospectively as this blog is approaching 50 odd posts in its first few months, but I managed to add a few labels here and there!

The labels allow readers to quickly find similar related posts, so if you found your way here wanting to read about a specific fetish or were looking for some links, or discussion on a particular topic you can quickly find all related posts without having to sift through my personal discussion on whether Im going to go through with living some of my fantasies for real :P!

Arghhh, I still want to add a hit counter though, anyone know how?? Ive no idea who, if anyone, is reading this!

2006-11-15T20:22:00.000Z

Another great find on youtube

How good is this, wow, look at this person, I think its a woman, getting dressed in an all over suit. Doesnt that outfit just have 'slave' written all over it. Imagine having a Mistress who insisted you were kept in such an outfit at all times no matter what you were doing or who was coming to visit.

Should have my all over zentai body suit soon....!

Wanted: Google Account!

2006-11-14T20:43:00.000Z

So blogspot now has super duper extra funtionality, but you need a google account to join up to it? But it seems I need someone to invite me to join :(

Please if you are reading this and have invites - drop me a line! Hopefully I can then sign up and improve this blog!

Thanks so much :)

update: I now have an account, thanks for all the mails :)

Full Body Nylon Pantyhose Suit

2006-11-14T20:24:00.000Z

Fetish gear!

Getting close to deciding on what to buy, definetely a full zentai suit, but I also love some of the pantyhose nylon outfits they have too. Think im going to place my order later today!! How exciting!

Love this "body hose", I think the model is wearing a zentai suit underneath that too! Would be great to fit two people in there at once, wow I love the idea of climbing in with my partner and making love whilst both wrapped up in hose.

But even better, I love this full bodystocking, how sexy must that be to wear or to have your partner wear. I have to order one of these!!

Gimp of the week! Rubber Slave

2006-11-13T19:31:00.000Z

Wow, another stunning gimp of the week, everytime I see these pictures I only wish it was me starring in them!

Zentai Lycra full body suit Fetish

2006-11-09T08:02:00.000Z

For those that dont know, zentai is the fetish for covering oneself from head to toe in lycra, nylon etc. This includes mask, gloves, feet - the whole body!

This is something Ive wanted to try for a long time, but getting hold of a suit is a little harder then walking into M&S! Alas there seems to be a total lack of any UK retailers selling these outfits and the most popular source appears to be from Chinese ebay sellers. Apparently this fabric is very cheap over there.

This difficulty has put me off purchasing one, for example I dont want to buy from abroad if I then have to pay tax on the incoming package, a package that will have to have a description of the contents on the outside!

So anyway, Ive found this ebay shop, called Zentai Please, that ships from the UK :) and apparently via Royal Mail too, so if the package doesnt fit through the letter box its only a short walk to the sorting depot. When Ive got this confirmed, Im going to order!! I wonder how my partner would react if I actually gave her one of these for Chirstmas lol! Its worth considering...

2006-10-30T11:03:00.000Z

Gimp of the Week!

Havent posted for a while, more to follow on my adventures from last week, but for now, here's some great head gear that Id love to be locked into!

Ive already started drafting a big update, might take a while to publish though...!

2006-10-22T12:39:00.000+01:00

Humiliation

You write in your profile that you're interested in humiliation? What exactly does that involve, and what do you like about it? What does it do for you?

So the above question was posed to me in a comment, and I thought id add an entry to answer it. So first off, what would it involve? Well in my fantasies it would be things such as being forced to wear stockings for example, or forced to wear panties and a bra, or to crawl around the floor like a dog, or to have to eat my food out of a bowl on the floor,

Whats the attraction? Well thats a harder question to answer! Im not sure I even know the answer! I guess I enjoy the feeling of powerlessness, I enjoy knowing the idea of someone having so much control over me that I have to perform whatever degrading act they suggest. I think that gives me the rush of adrenaline, the excitment.

Once Ive agreed to play along, I know that I am in their control and who knows what I will have to do
next?!

Caged

So for example, imagine you've agreed to submit to someone elses requested and they drop some pantyhose down infront of you. Next thing you know you are being pushed into a cage covered from head to toe in nylon and locked in. You are then left there in the middle of the room, where anyone might see you at any minute. I fantasise about such a scenario and just thinking about how I would feel in that situation makes me so excited!

Would I ever want to do it for real? Maybe not, I imagine the fantasy is more exciting than the reality - often the case I think.

Cam

I do like the idea of trying it over webcam though, where someone orders you around and I have to perform every and all instructions for their amusement! Imagine a whole load of people connected in and watching and laughing at you all at the same time.

Blog

In many ways this whole blog is hooking into my enjoyment of humiliation, I have now taken a few pics and videos of my first experiences with pantyhose (thats a seperate post to come!) and so when I upload them I am subjecting myself to public humiliation on the net, anyone will be able to see the pics and comment on them, but then thats the excitment for me!

I think this is one of many sexual activities that is hard to understand if you havent experienced the enjoyment yourself. It would have to be in a safe and controlled environment that's for sure, and I dont think its for everyone!

2006-10-20T18:55:00.000+01:00

Tights!

Ok, so Ive gone and done it - Ive gone and bought three pairs of yellow hose so that I can do a full encasement, even got some safty pins to keep the hose in place once its on - I am thinking ahead lol!!

I have to say that buying the tights was harder than buying bondage gear in a fetish store, at least in the fetish store the guys who work there do it every day and you know they have seen it all. But I felt really awkward buying those tights, it was awful, I could see the girl on the check- out looking me up and down and thinking "you pervert". I dont want to do that again in a hurry lol!

So wow, Ive actually got what I need, looks like this time tomorrow Ill have the place to myself and Ill be pulling the hose over my legs, over my arms and over my head - my heart is racing at the prospect.

2006-10-19T07:53:00.000+01:00

Eek!

So a while back I made a little promise, perhaps a little rashly, that I would recreate the picture in this post.

And so now the post has attracted 5 different posters and Im left wondering whether im brave enough to actually follow through on my promise!! If you read my recent posts you'll see I went to a fetish shop recently, more on that to come, but Ill say that I did buy a ball-gag and collar n cuffs amongst other things (I spent a few hundred pounds - oops!). However, I still dont have a suitcase or some pantyhose I can risk damaging (I wouldnt want to borrow my missus's for this!).

So looks like I can actually do this if I pluck up the courage to buy some hose from my local store, and I also have the opportunity to do it this weekend!

Its a scary thought, but exciting too, am I brave enough to get into the gear, am I brave enough to post it? What do readers think, should I feel bound to do it?! ;)

Here's another pic from the site, if I can get hold of yellow pantyhose I'd love to look like this guy - doesnt the yellow look amazing on him? And again I just love the gag and cuffs :D

Bye for now!

2006-10-18T20:57:00.000+01:00

YouTube!

OK last post for now lol! Honest! I wonder if this will work, im trying to add a youtube vid ive just seen! I hope it does work as Ill be using this idea to post videos of myself should i get brave enough lol!

Anyway heres the link if it doesnt embed correctly! Anyways, how hot is that video clip, the girl wrapped tightly in pantyhose, gagged and collered. Wow it must feel amazing to be in her position! So any way, as Ive done in the past, I promise to recreate that video clip if 5 people comment below!! hehe I feel pretty safe doing this as so far ive not had to do one of these little bets lol! Wow what a clip though, loved it.

2006-10-18T18:53:00.000+01:00

Webcam!

Final update for now! My other purchase was a webcam! A nice high res model that should take some good movies and also some still pictures too! Hopefully it will arrive in time for the weekend! I look forward to sharing some of my first fetish experiences with you all, either with some short video clips or at least plenty of stills.

And who knows, if im really brave, I might even do a live cam2cam lol!

2006-10-18T18:39:00.000+01:00

More Shopping

Further to my own private shopping trip, since discussing my stocking fantasies with my partner, last week we jointly went underwear shopping for some saucy underwear. Now I feel that I was mostly leading this but she didnt seem to unwilling, sadly I dont think she feels very sexy despite what I say to convince her otherwise.

Anyway, not only did we get some stockings and suspenders, but we also saw a basque/corset in the sale, so we got this too. So yes, I guess it paid to be forward on this issue and suggest we buy something like this! Anyway, I must admit I think I am more interested in wearing them than she is, and I dont think I will be able to help myself either!! I think this is one for private time too, im not sure how to say that I want to wear them too... hmmm lets worry about that later!

OK, so im not going to loko as good as this lady below, but wow, soon im going to be wearing an outfit like this, makes me so excited lol...

2006-10-18T18:12:00.000+01:00

New Purchases

So quite a bit has happened recently, alas due to my blog being offline it will need some catching up....

Ive taken the plunge and gone and made my first purchases from a fetish shop! It was very very scary going in there for the first time, I kept telling myself that the people in there are surrounded by these things every day so it should mean nothing to them, but still, people might see me go in, maybe there is someone I know in there or.... arghhhh!

So anyway, once in there my heart was racing and to be honest it was one of the most exciting things Ive ever done! A whole shop full of weird and wonderful toys that you never knew existed, but whats more, I knew that I could buy any of the things there (money permitting) and take them home that day. Its not like when you see something on the internet and think 'I could buy that', I was actually there and I was actually going to buy some serious fetish gear! The stuff ive been fantasising over since my late teenage years!

Anyway, I will try to update further on this at the weekend, with a few pics of what I got! I havent had a chance to play yet, I havent quite had the courage to tell my missus so the stuff is all stashed away, however she is off to a party at the wkkend so I'll have some time then!

It looks like my plan to go through my 43things might alter slightly, looks like I wont being doing it in order now simply because of what I will and wont have to play with! However I should be able to get through a number of items now - so keep reading!

2006-10-18T18:07:00.000+01:00

Partner

A few people asked me about my partner and have pointed out that keeping secrets is never a good thing. I totally agree with that, I will certinaly try to share my fetish fantasies with her, however it is sometimes a difficult thing to do. I have already talked to her about my interest in pantyhose, lycra and rubber, and although she wasnt upset by my initial discussions, she wasnt that keen to try stuff out either.

So on the plus side at least she is aware that I will be looking to buy a few things and my expectations are such that I wont expect her to join in. Anyways, lets see how things go. I cant imagine ever sharing my darkest fantasies so for now they will be kept to this secret little blog. How can you tell a woman you love that you want her to dress you in stockings, tie you over the table, and fuck you from behind with a strap-on cock. Especially if your parnter is a straight conservative innocent lady...?

But who knows, maybe in time the person on the recieving end may one day be me... ;)

2006-10-17T19:50:00.000+01:00

Hoooray!!!

The blog is back!!

"Hello,Your blog has been reviewed, verified, and cleared for regular use so thatit will no longer appear as potential spam. If you sign out of Blogger andsign back in again, you should be able to post as normal. Thanks for yourpatience, and we apologize for any inconvenience this has caused.Sincerely,The Blogger Team"

So after being blocked out for almost a werk the nice peeps at blogger have unlocked me - thanks! I have some posts to put back up since they dropped off when edited and I ahve to fill you in on some exciting news :)

Watch this space!!

2006-10-02T22:46:00.000+01:00

Gimp of the week time!

Now here's a scene any red blooded fetish addict would love to star in. All gimped up and no place to go, two women circling around, ready to have their wicked way!

Where to I apply?!

2006-09-28T18:50:00.000+01:00

Sigh - if only I had been a woman - a damn hot one at that! Wouldnt that be the most amazing thing to do what the lady on the left is doing? To walk down the catwalk in such a beautiful piece of lingerie, showing off my legs in pantyhose and stockings at the same time - wow she looks great!

I wonder what its like to wear both at once? I know some guys have worn tens of pairs of pantyhose all at once - now that must be tight! But also lots of fun! I wonder if you can still move your legs lol :)!

2006-09-26T20:16:00.000+01:00

Awesome slave pic!

I found this a few weeks ago, an awesome site fome an American Mistress, have a look at her site: Mistress Indigo. One of her specialities is pantyhose encasement of her slaves. There are some great pics on her site, and the one on the right is one of my faves. I love the collar and cuffs on the upper body ensuring the hose is secure and cant be slipped off, I love the gag underneath the hose hood, looks nice and snug in there! And I love the idea of Mistress Indigo keeping him zipped up in the suitcase for own amusement!

If I lived near this lady Id be booking my appointment now! lol! I wonder if any UK Mistress specialises in this kind of thing? This is another picture I should be dared to recreate lol, like in my post below, i'll do it if people comment below, hehe lets save 5 comments and I promise to get hold of the cuffs, the collar, a gag and will encase myself - hmm dont have a suitcase though, tell you what, let me know what suitcase alternative I should use when you leave me a message...

Once again though, I think Im safe from doing this dare, Im not sure I could imagine myself in that position in the picture, its very much a fantasy though, although it would surely be easier to bare than recreating the pic in my last post lol ;)!

Several encasement pictures on this blog are sourced from www.encasementfetish.com - if you like this kind of thing, you must go and see this site!!

2006-09-22T22:50:00.000+01:00

Gimp of the week!

Ok, so I thought I was a bit weird for having all these bizarre fetish fantasies, and lets be honest, if I ever find myself looking like this week's gimp, I'll have to admit that I am.

And what's more this guy then posted the photo on the internet,a picture of him in panties, suspenders, and gimp mask, floating around the internet forever.

I think the pretty litle red bows on the stocking tops really suit him! So really, in the interests of science, and my fetish exploration, I should be thinking about recreating this picture to the best of my ability - but somehow I just dont want to!

Tell you what if one person leaves me a comment and requests it, i'll add it to my 43thing to do page! Cant promise Ill ever be able to recreate it exactly, but then I rarely get any comments here so I think im safe ;)!

Cheers!

2006-09-14T22:42:00.000+01:00

WOW! I just have to do this for myself one day, imagine being covered head to toe in pantyhose like this woman, imagine being outside dressed like that?!

I have to try pantyhose encasement and ill upload the results here, its on my 43things list, not sure ill do it outside though lol, maybe on webcam ;)

2006-09-12T18:57:00.001+01:00

An evening treat!

So I get home this evening to find my misses has gone out for the night, over to her parents. This always means she'll be gone for hours! So what do I find left on top of her bed?

Yes, a pair of discarded tights, just lieing there on the bed, calling out to me, 'try me on', 'smell me', 'taste me!'

Look at the crotch, just staring right at me, I know its been sitting next to a tight pussy all day, rubbing tightly against it with each movement!
And the toes, this is wear her feet have been sitting, in those hot kneww high boots, sweating into them!

I just want to pull them right over my erection, all the way down!

But! Im here! I took the photos and Im back! I cant quite bring myself to do it, it seems like im going behind my partners back. When she gets home in a few hours im going to be so horny, but I nkow the tights are going to get flung on the floor and later placed in the washing basket.

Im so tempted to sneak them on now, but what if she came home, what if she caught me? hehe maybe Id like that to happen, a bit too risky at this stage, I think I need to keep telling her how much I like tights and then see where we go from there...

2006-09-10T15:14:00.000+01:00

I have a new plan!

Im going to enter 43things to do on 43things.com and then im going to do them all one by one in order! Please submit your suggestions to me, just leave a comment!

Pics will of course be uploaded :)

The list so far

Please have a look through, if you think ive missed an obvious fetish, let me know, if its a reasonable suggestion and it seems possible to do, I will be obliged to add it in!

2006-09-09T12:27:00.000+01:00

Gimp of the week!

Well its about time I selected another Gimp of the week! Its definitely taking a female trend so far, who says a gimp has to be male! Hmm well maybe Ill put a guy up there next time, or hey, even myself one day - heh maybe not! Dare me?

2006-09-09T12:11:00.000+01:00

A quite Night In

A quite night in for me yesterday, the missus was out with the girls leaving me in to watch telly and surf the net. As usual any such opportunity is spent looking for hot fetish pictures. Ive gone of the idea of playing with my partners tights and other underwear for now, maybe Ill think about doing that again one day. Or maybe we'll even do it together, but for now thats a fantasy on hold!

Actually, on that note I did tell her that I thought her legs were very sexy in her tights earlier this week, i dont go as far as saying as I wanted her to take them off so I can pull them over my head whilst they were still hot and sweaty before wearing them on my legs and cumming in them!

Again that will have to wait ;)!

So the picture on the left is one I found last night, every now and then I see an awsome picture that set my adrenaline pumping, this is such a photo! Wow! Alas there was no info with it, so I know not any background, but it seems like an ameteur pic from someone who just enjoys wearing rubber! Now thats what I like! Not someone who has just been paid to squeeze in, I cant get so hot about that, but someone who really loves it :)!

Such a perfect body, great legs, nice and slim, sexy heels and I love the way you cant see any flesh, totally encased in figure hugging rubber! I love it, how I wish I was in that picture or I was with her when it was taken :)!

2006-09-05T22:25:00.000+01:00

Writing this blog has proved rather a cathartic process. The more I think about it the more I realise that keeping things a total secret from my partner is a bad idea. I guess the trick is to work into it slowly, start off with a simple admission such as I find her legs attractive in tights. Perhaps ask her to wear them for me, or to wear different styles. I think telling her that Id love to be kept as a gimp under the stairs is out, but a few steps in the right direction is a must.

2006-09-02T13:00:00.000+01:00

Gimp of the Week

Welcome to the first of a new series in the blog, "gimp of the week". Inspired by our favourite Pulp Fiction character. Each week I'll dig out a masked gimp that catches my eye, please submit your own entries if you so wish!

I will open with this attractive lady gimp, boys dont have all the fun you know...

Wow, now Id love to be inside that mask, thats for sure!

2006-09-02T12:39:00.000+01:00

Yay! I got my first comment on the blog! That means someone is actually reading it, if only one person lol! Its also exciting because that means someone has seen the nude picture of me, thats just not something Id ever thought Id share!

So I thought Id respond to the comment Why dont you buy your own tights? Well thats a good question! Really I should, in an ideal world id be buying tights from places like www.mytights.com on a regular basis, Id have already bought all the colours, pattens, styles, and shapes and worn them all! One dy maybe I will! For now Im starting slowly, my partner and I are a similar size and to be honest there is an extra attraction to wearing her underwear, simply because I know shes been wearing it close to her intimate areas!

A second problem is that I would have no where to store the tights secretly, and If she found a stash of ladies underwear I think she's be more likely to throw me out for having an affair lol!

Im not sure I could ever buy any in a shop, that would just be too embarrassing, OK the store assitant would probably not assume they are for me but still....!

I spend a lot of time thinking about my fetish, like most men I guess, and sometimes wish it would go away, should I supress it, should I share it? I guess the ideal would be to share it, but what if ones partner is not so open minded, what if she thinks people who cross dress are a bit 'funny'. Maybe I should have chosen a different partner, but then I think it would be wrong to chose someone based on a small part of your life when otherwise you fit perfectly...!

So here I am, still pantyhoseless and still using the net as my only outlet. Time to move on to some rubber maybe...

2006-08-28T17:37:00.000+01:00

Men in Tights=Gay

I was reading some posts on the forum www.hosieryuk.com the other day,when I noticed someone asked the question "if I wear tights, am I gay?

I was suprised to think anyone could be capable of being so confused. As pointed out on the forum, what has one got to do with the other. Now Im thinking about wearing tights but I know for sure that I am heterosexual. Of course gay men may well wear tights and lets be honest gay men tend to be more open about their sexuality so perhaps we are more aware of gay men loving tight fitting clothing. But its also true that the majority of heterosexual men have some kind of desire for womens underwear, even if its just seeing their girlfriends pose in it, most probably wont be interested in wearing it - but some of us are! I am very certain of my sexuality, playing around with knickers does not mean I suddenly want to start playing around with cocks! Tits and pussy all the way for me lol!

2006-08-26T13:42:00.000+01:00

D'oh

So there is a flaw to my plan, its actually summer time here in the UK and so my wife has stopped wearing pantyhose at anytime. This is going to make it a bit trickier to sneek a pair of her worn hose on. Why is that? Plenty of women wear little summer skirts, tights and sandles - it looks very sexy as the pic to the left shows.

I think I need a plan b, I need to wait until im guaranteed a good amount of time to myself alone at home so that I can really relax and have the time to go through her underwear draw, Id like the chance to try on a few pairs, wear them round the house, perhaps sit and eat dinner in them and of course masturbate in them too.

Trouble is, she tends to never go out on her own, infact I havent been alone in the house on my own since we moved in together - im starting to miss my personal space.

2006-08-24T18:09:00.000+01:00

The perfect pantyhose

Wow, so I was browsing around the usual web shops when I came across this. I have to admit this body suit is one of the sexiest outfits ive ever seen, it's so hot! I wonder what it would be like to have a partner wearing that for you, or even to wear it myself. I added it to my wish list so here's hoping one day I can pluck the courage to buy one.

Body suits are by far my favourite fetish wear, whether in lycra, nylon of my fave - latex! Got to love her shoes too...

2006-08-24T11:09:00.000+01:00

So Im also a big fan of rubber, as mentioned in a previous post, mostly thanks to Catwoman!

Turns out there are a few catwomen on blogger.com too!
http://rubberkitty.blogspot.com

2006-08-24T10:24:00.000+01:00

Men in Tights

So what is it about tights, or pantyhose depending on where you are from. I remember noticing them from a young age and I remember wanting to try a pair on from as early as primary school. A male friend was made to wear a nice green pair for a school play, much to his disgust, but I recal wishing that it was me who had to wear them. Id have protested too, but then would have enjoyed the experience!

These days the only time it is acceptable for a man to wear tights is if e is starring in a movie, most likely about Robin Hood! Sportsman however seem to be more frequently climbing into a lycra running tight, but this isnt quite the same as a pair of lady's nylons!

So what is the attraction? Initially Id say its the kinky factor, the idea of doing something I shouldnt is always a thrill, wanting to wear a forbidden item, knowing that if any of my friends or colleagues found out Id never be able to show my face again.

Cheap thrills

I also simply love the look of a lady's legs wrapped tightly in pantyhose, particularly the toes, the crotch and the arse -well really the whole leg. I love the idea of a women being so tightly surrounded by the material as she goes about her daily business, sitting at her desk, running for the bus, whatever. And then I imagine her peeling it off at the end of the day, all soft and moist, heaped in a pile by the bed, just waiting to be pulled on by someone like me. Id love to pull it over my head and breath deeply, over my legs, over my crotch. I cant wait until my wife next wears her tights, she will pull them off and head to the shower leaving me ten or twenty minutes to enjoy them. Imagine the thrill of pulling them on and knowing she is only round the corner, she'd go crazy if she saw me, she is not very understanding about men who want to do this kind of thing, but aslong as I can hear the shower running I know Ill be fine.

2006-08-22T10:18:00.000+01:00

So what turned a straight, conservative, Christian guy who was a virgin until married into a raging fetish craving individual?! I guess the repression is a key factor, having been living with my parents in an environment where I was not able to be sexual has probably resulted in much of my frustration!

Pulp Fiction

My first exposure to real fetish bondage play was most likely the film Pulp Fiction - now who can forget the Gimp?! The first time I saw that character I got such a rush of adrenaline and it was one of the lasting images of that film for me. I couldnt help but wonder what it must have been like for the actor to be dressed up in that way, how he felt to be on screen in an international film in such a seedy role. A search of the IMDB shows the actor to be Stephen Hibbert, an actor who has starred in a handful of roles, infact the Gimp seems to be his biggest role - what a thing to be famous for!

Batman

I believe another influence is the character catwoman from the Batman series. No, not the recent spin off film, sorry Halle Berry but you didnt cut it, Im talking about Batman Returns starring one latex clad lady Michelle Pfeiffer. I must admit to being fascinated by that latex suit, many a lonely night was spent with the DVD and pause button. From the moment I saw that outfit Ive dreamt of one day being with a woman dresed as that and of course I cant wait to wear one myself one day - not the easiest thing to get hold of though?!

What happened Next?

Without any real person to experiment and learn more about these screen icons I turned to the internet. I think I am proof that the internet can be a dangerous thing and the images that I subsequently sought out have totally influenced my current sexual preference. An early site I fell in love with was the Power of Women in Spandex. This is still a fave of mine, I really like that it is not explicit, it simply contains hundreds of women wearing tight clingy outfits, showing off their natural curves and shapely beauty.

Ive since been searching out other people with shared interest in fetish gear through various community resources and enjoying a number of personal websites. However the craving to try some of this stuff out myself is becoming overwhelming, Ive just got to try on some pantyhose, panties, maybe a whole lingerie set. Ive also got to get hold of some sex toys and maybe some more exciting fetish gear too.

First steps

So here we are, Ive suddenly found myself living with my new wife and access to her underwear, thankfully we are very similar sizes so I think Ill be able to enjoy her lingerie without ruining it! First stop has got to be a pair of tights...

2006-08-22T01:11:00.000+01:00

Hi!

The internet is already full of pervs, and lets be honest, it doesnt need another! However I cant resist creating a little outlet for myself so here goes nothing!

No more!

Im actually a kinda normal 20 something yr old guy, recently married - just one week ago infact! We are both straight and conservative, we've just moved in together and we have both only just lost our virginity - she was more into the no sex before marriage than I!! Anyway, it is clear that I will always harbour some secret ideas that I could never share with her. So this little space is a chance for me to discuss my secret fantasies and to help me keep them under control! It seems unlikely that this will be my only chance to get these thing soff my chest - so thanks for reading!

Fetish

Essentially I cant help myself when it comes to a number of fetish activities, from women's underwear - including tights, stockings, panties, etc - to rubber, lycra, bondage, anything...! Perhaps its bourne out of my conservative upbringing, maybe I should have played the field a bit before commiting, but I guess its too late for that now!

It begins

The obvious starting point is with my good lady's underwear, now that we live together I have access to things Ive only oogled over in pictures. Currently she is not too adventurous, only having the normal line of pants bras, some pantyhose etc, but give me a few birthdays and christmas pressies and Ill be changing that! I must admit I have loved the look of pantyhose on women for many years, I love the way it encases the legs and the way it moves with them, defining the lines and outlining the soft curves. I love the idea of the tights encasing a lady's legs on a hot summers day as they sweat into them, how id love to put them on afterwards, to feel the hot moist material on my legs too.

To this end, I have resolved to try this out the next time I can, I will be waiting for the opportunity, the time when my missus discards her worn tights and gives me the chance to slip into them.