Saturday, July 05, 2008

Webcam with a nylon fetishist?

In my last blog, I mentioned the trouble I was having trying to meet someone with whom I could experiment with webcamming. I was looking for someone dominant but understanding and friendly. The right mix of not being scary but then being uncompromising in their approach to a master and slave relationship.

So a few weeks a go, I got an interesting email from this guy:
http://www.gaydar.co.uk/thetightsmaster

Now any regular reader of this blog knows that I love a cute girl in stockings. Or a cute girl in any lingerie! And OK im slightly ashamed to admit Ive worn some myself on occasion! But "the tights master" is a true nylon pantyohse obsessive and was keen to make me into the very same! I've exchanged a few mails with him and he does seem the right mix of being sane but masterful.

The question is, just how far am I willing to go?! Some of the pictures he has sent me are quite hardcore. When under his control I would be wearing pantyhose from head to toe, eating from it, drinking through it, masterbating in it, sleeping in it - living and breathing it. Now this guy has
some fetish!

Here are a couple of the pics that I dare upload - these are the tame ones!! Now could I really do this? And could I do this whilst he watches?

Could I wear ripped pantyose, stockings, suspenders and tights. All at once!



Could I cover mylelf from head to toe in the stuff?


Could I indulge in bondage and pantyhose encasement?


Surround myself in all the tights I can find?





Answer: I dont know. What would you think of someone who did all of the above? Is it something I should do? Is it something youd like to see?

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Meeting Webcam partners...

Sometime ago I setup a profile on the infamous web site www.gaydar.co.uk. Now, I am not actually gay but I quickly realised that most women willing to play around on webcams will only do so for a fee. I'm afraid I just have no interest in paying out to fool around in this way and so an alternative was needed! Gaydar is a great alternative because its chat room happens to be stuffed full of pervy guys happy to jump on a webcam at the drop of a hat!

Sadly, I have found that most of these guys fall into 2 categories:

  1. Total fantasists who have no real idea of what they are doing
  2. Nicey nice guys too keen not to be in the former group

So when looking for guys to play some webcam domination or submission games I have the same problems. Either the guy starts asking for stupid impossible crazy requests such as flash my knob out of the window and ask the first man I see to come and fuck me. Or they are so nice that they ask me what I want to do and have no capability of leading the game!!

I'm not going to just jump on cam and show people what I want to show. That just doesn't interest me, it doesn't get me excited. And I have no desire to do anything dangerous, illegal, or upsetting to anyone. Why isn't there someone in the middle?

My ideal webcamer would:

  • Be older than me
  • More experienced (not hard!)
  • Not afraid to make requests of me even if I seem shy and reluctant
  • Have some specific fetish interests
  • A desire to watch someone indulge those interests
  • Know how to be safe and sane, know when the game ends

So next time you come across a quiet webcam user on gaydar and they claim to be into domination games then please don't be shy. If it would turn you on massively to watch them rub themselves against a balloon, pretend to be a robot, pull pantyhose over their head, or any other specialist fetish activity - then please just ask them. No, TELL them to perform for you and don't take no for an answer! If it's me on the end of the cam, you might just get exactly what you want!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

so whats next...?

What's next for the blog then?

I'd love to hear from anyone reading this site. What would you have me do? What should everyone try at least once? Or would you get a kick out of seeing me humiliated?

I have some ideas in the back of my mind:
  • Some full Zentai shoots, including putting on a suit, some bondage, dressing up over it, etc
  • Adult baby. Would I dare where a nappy. Would I use it?
  • Masks - leather, rubber, lycra, nylon!
  • Bondage - chained into a humiliating outfit, tied up, restricted
  • A full cross dressing experience
  • A wetsuit photoshoot - what pics would you want?
  • Nylon encasement
  • Venturing outside
  • Reporting back on a webcam experience
  • Hypnosis
  • Something wet and messy
Please post any requests, ideas, etc...

What have you done?

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

More celebrity pics!

Long time - no posts!

About time I started up again I think :)!

I think I'll start with some more celebrity pictures and then fill the world in on my own experimentation and let you know what ive been up to ;)!

So here are a few Girls Aloud pics, some nice latex, rubber, stockings, tights etc.

Enjoy!




Love the latex catsuits :)



Thursday, June 28, 2007

Some celebrity Pantyhose!

Well we all love to see our fave celebs wearing tights or stockings, or anything nylon tbh! So here are a few more from my small (honest) collection!


Gwen Stefani in tights - got to love those sexy legs!


Actress Cate Blanchett in tights and heels:

Everyone's favourite Welsh movie star Catherine Zeta Jones in a sexy bodystocking, and check out those boots too - great pointy heels ;):


The very sexy Charlize Theron in stockings and suspenders:




Christina Aguilera in suspenders - shame there are no stockings though!




Until next time!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Toes in Pantyhose

Here are some high resolution photos I have taken of toes in pantyhose. I love the way you can see the nylon in close detail! So glad I found the macro function on my camera ! It allows real good close up pictures that capture the fine detail of the tights.


Blue pantyhose - I love coloured pantyhose, something extra exciting about it. And yes this is an outdoor pantyhose shot. This was taken at the same time as the earlier youtub movie I posted.



Pink and black stripped tights -
More great coloured nylon



Fishnets - this was a pair of hold-up fishnet stockings!


White suspenders - this was a pair of white stockings...


Monday, June 18, 2007

Hooters Pantyhose YouTube video

You can't beat tight buttocks in shiny tights. What a great look, white stiletto heels, the brown glossy pantyhose, and those long toned legs :)!

Enjoy!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Hypnosis - my experience!

Intro

If you have read my entry below, you will know that I was curious to experiment with a hypnosis mp3 file downloaded from the net, in this case the site www.warpmymind.com.

A few weeks ago, when my partner was away for a weekend, I decided to pick a file entitled "female for the day". I chose this because it was something I had never really wanted to try before, yet I knew it was something that I could possibly do and wouldnt have any horrible lasting consequences. Again, I will reiterate that I am not a full-on cross dresser and have NO desire to look or act like a woman!

Yes, I have worn tights and panties in the past, but that was due to specific fetish interest in those items, and NOT because I am a transvestite!! The only time I have previously thought about becoming a woman is in the context of a domination/submission game where I am forced into it.

Induction

I listened to the file multiple times before going to sleep the previous night, perhaps three times if I remember OK. It was a pleasent experience and I recall feeling deeply relaxed, the final time was really rather a blur, I think I might have even fallen asleep!

I went into this experimnet with my eyes open, we all know what hypnosis can be capable of, but similarly I understand that there are limitations. You need to belive it can work, you need to be open to the possibilities and let yourself go, let the words guide your uncounscious!

Result

So I woke up first thing in the morning. Now it would have been easy for me to then just act being a woman, I could have dressed in my partners clothes and used her makeup and strutted around all day making out to be female. This would have proved the file's success?

Well to be honest, I felt no compulsion to be feminine at all, I did none of the above things and dressed as normal. It was a bit of a dissapointment but then Im not sure what I expected! I went and had breakfast as normal, watched some telly, etc..

..a twist in the tale

So anyway, later in the morning I was feeling horny and took advantage of being home alone. I took the opportunity to relieve myself - nothing unusual here. But then something odd happened. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs, I found myself cooking lunch. Cooking a proper meal, something I dont normally do. I found myself cleaning the kitchen surfaces, putting things away, again, I normally leave all the cleaning up for my partner - even when she is away! I had started picking up on the traditional female role in the home.

And then whilst it was dawning on me I noticed the strangest thing. When I got dressed, I had put on a pair of my wife's panties and, get this, one of her dresses. I honestly promise this is absolutely true. After climaxing I had spontaneously and naturally got dressed in female clothes without even thinking about what I was doing. It just seemed the right thing to do at the time, like it was what I was supposed to do. They were the clothes I should be wearing and it didnt occur to be once that this was unusual. I hadnt thought about the file.

What sets this apart is that I hadnt chosen to wear any kinky items that I might sometimes wear for a thrill, eg some lacey panties, tights or if I was really daring, perhaps stockings and suspenders. I had chosen to wear normal unsexy everyday stuff, and it was post climax too so I was nolonger driven by my horny desires.

And even when I realised what I was wearing, it still didnt feel odd. It felt comfortable to wear for the rest of the day. Looking back now it seems a very strange experience, im embarrassed by how I was manipulated and what I found myself doing. Im cringing at the thought of it even as I type - and NO, I didnt take any photos to share!!

Finally

I have had NO further desire to dress as a woman since then, just as the file claims. So Im glad about that lol! Would I try another file? Yes, I would. But I will pick very carefully because its clear these things do have a latent affect and catch you when your guard is down! I guess that is the whole premise behind hypnotism in the first place! I am not very unsure about listening to the email slavery file lol!

I'd love to try something like this live over MSN with a webcam - who knows what you might end up doing lol! I will certainly be looking out for more files and will post soon reguarding my fantasy file to download!

Drop me a line if you have any recommendations :)






Encasement

Cute pantyhose encasement video on youtube! Enjoy:

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Blue Pantyhose

It's been a while, but my tights videos on youtube proved quite popular, and so I have uploaded a new one! I must admit I havent slipped into any nylons for a while, they arent the most comfortable things to wear now that summer is finally here!

In this video I took the opportunity to show of my tights in a secluded outdoor location, when I was safe from being discovered I stripped down to my blue pantyhose and rolled in the grass a little - very thrilling and a fantastic experience. I am not sure I will dare to do it again anytime soon! I think for now I will hang up my hose unless there are more requests of if there is a particularly dominant man or woman out there who wants to force me into them ;)!



Monday, June 11, 2007

Hypno Female Domination

Ive started investigating the world of hypno femdom a little further, it seems there is a small community to explore and I look forward to reading up more on the subject. The idea of letting my self go and letting a powerful dominant woman into my head to lead me as she desires is so thrilling. Im hoping I can find some mp3 hypno files to try...

Here are two blogs that I will be heading back to for a good read:

http://desiresdungeon.blogspot.com/

http://izzabellesworld.blogspot.com/

More Pantyhose Encasement pictures

Some Encasement pics for your enjoyment! Some free preview pics found on the web:



Great legs in pantyhose!


Now I'd love to be wrapped up in that hose and in those boots out there in the woods! Not sure Id want to be tied to a tree though?! Who am I kidding, of course I would!


More great leather boots, I think heels and boots are something Im going to have to get into - how sexy are they!

Great tights, no wonder she looks happy!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Hypnosis

Hypnosis in the fetish world is something Ive become very interested in recently - particulary when along side my domination and submission fantasies. The idea being that a skilled hypnotist can really get in your head, perhaps leading to extra feelings of humiliation or even pushing you further to try things you might not have been willing to try!

After some discussion with online contacts it soon became clear that hypnosis is regularly used effectively to this end. Some of the guys I chatted with told me how they have had straight conservative guys like me living as a woman, or as a dog, or have had them lose control of their body and many even claimed to have had guys begging to suck cock. Now I dont want the latter to happen to me lol, but it goes to show how powerful a skilled hypnotist can be!

My chats lead me to discover that you can download hynotism scipts from the internet to listen to if you dare! OK, so I thought to myself, if im truly here to explore different fetishes - I have to try this for myself!!

Online Files

A site recommended to me by one of the online hypnotists I had spoken to was www.warpmymind.com. So I decided this was where I'd download my first file! Initially the humiliation section seemed promising. However this seemed to be tailored towards "toilet" related scripts - a limit in my fetish exploration I must admit!

Next I looked up transformations, this time the scripts looked unbelievable. Im sorry but Im not convinced listening to a script will cause me to grow breasts lol!

Now the next one was interesting, a hypno email slave script!

"The listener will obey any commands they get in an email titled "THIS IS YOUR NEW HYPNOFILE" and will forget reading any commands with the words "MUST DO" in them. The file also encourages them to pass it on to others."

This is something id be interested in coming back to, but obviously not something I could try on my own!

Other interesting/funny scripts included:

  • Im not sure what the misses would think if I started sniffing rounfd her crotch lol: This file uses a nice long induction and then some deepeners, then gives you a strong panty fetish - the sight of a woman's panties (recenly worn, or still on her) or the smell of her pussy musk will make you extremely aroused and hard and will fill you with an overwelming desire for her pussy.
  • Another one that the misses might appreciate:This file makes the listener love the taste, smell and feel of a woman's pussy. They will take every opportunity to go down on a partner that he/she can.
  • What about something a bit more daring: When this file is done feel a Master putting a vacuum on your cock and balls and expanding them until it is painful. The only way to releive it is to masturbate until you cum.After listening to this file, you will feel like you have a butt plug in your anus for the rest of the day. you will also feel it course and swell keeping you arroused all day. the feeling goes away when you go to sleep that night.
  • Or for the really brave: After listening to this file, you will feel like you have a butt plug in your anus for the rest of the day. you will also feel it course and swell keeping you arroused all day. the feeling goes away when you go to sleep that night.

I think at some point I will try listening to all of the above lol! More on what I did pick and whether it worked coming up soon...

Update

Well its been a while since my last post - Ive been busy doing lots of things, from furthuring my fetish exploration to working hard and educating myself.

I plan to update my blog a little over the next few weeks, including some more on my fetish purchases, my experience with nylon, lingerie and Zentai and an update on something else that Ive begun to take an interest in - Hypnosis!

Cheers.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Leather bondage



I like this outfit, especially the leather muzzle! Would be nice to have one of those lol! I would find myself restricted and trapped in it but then I wouldnt have the luxury of hiding behind a full mask, my dominator would still be able to have a clear picture of my eyes to enjoy!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Lycra and the women that wear it

Dont you just love the shape of fit shapely body encased in figure hugging lycra? I remember seeing two promotion models handing out leaflets in the street once when I was about 15 or 16 or so. I remember being captivated by their curves and couldnt stop staring.

Every beautiful line of their bodies were there to admire, their sexy shaply arses, and the crotch, oh wow the crotch. I didnt know at the time that there was a word to describe that faint imprint of female genitalia that showed through the tight lycra, the slight impression of the vagina just showing through. We now all know the term; camel toe!

It was an amazing sexual experience for me, I just wanted to reach out and touch them so badly, to cup their perfect breasts in my hands, to squeeze hard on their round bottoms. Of course I was never going to do that, but a guy can fantasise right?!

I can still picture these two ladies today, im sure they helped start my interest in all things tight and shiny lol!

Anyways, to celebrate, here are some more lovely looking ladies in lycra:








Thursday, February 08, 2007

Gimp of the week: Hogtied

Now this is one sexy picture, as always, how I wish it was me posing for this photo, not only would I bound and gagged but forced into stockings and a corset too, before being photograohed and uploaded onto the internet!

Sounds like fun to me ;)


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Gimp of the week: Ball-gag

Another beauty in bondage, combining a gorgeous red ball-gag, a silk corset and of course some nylon stockings, what more could we ask for?! And again, I wish it was me in the picture!


Thursday, January 11, 2007

Yellow Pantyhose Part3

This is the 3rd of four clips I made from a secret pantyhose wearing session I had a while back, scroll down the blog for the other clips. This, like the others, features some close ups of my feet in tights and also my arse! The tights actually belong to my partner, I had sneaked them out of her draw one evening when she was out for the night. I know its a bit naughty but I just cant help stealing my wife's pantyhose lol!

Enjoy the clip, as always, feedback encouraged :)!



Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Gimp of the week! Latex oral sex pants!

This is an awesome outfit, I believe such a pair of rubber pants can be purchased from deMask! Imagine having your partner's head encased in latex such that all they have infront of them is your cock! Or how about the other way round, what if you were trapped infront of your partners pussy, all you could see, smell and touch is her wet hole, with no way to escape from the bizarre latex shorts!



Nice! I just need to place my order!