Hypnosis - my experience!

Intro

If you have read my entry below, you will know that I was curious to experiment with a hypnosis mp3 file downloaded from the net, in this case the site www.warpmymind.com.

A few weeks ago, when my partner was away for a weekend, I decided to pick a file entitled "female for the day". I chose this because it was something I had never really wanted to try before, yet I knew it was something that I could possibly do and wouldnt have any horrible lasting consequences. Again, I will reiterate that I am not a full-on cross dresser and have NO desire to look or act like a woman!

Yes, I have worn tights and panties in the past, but that was due to specific fetish interest in those items, and NOT because I am a transvestite!! The only time I have previously thought about becoming a woman is in the context of a domination/submission game where I am forced into it.

Induction

I listened to the file multiple times before going to sleep the previous night, perhaps three times if I remember OK. It was a pleasent experience and I recall feeling deeply relaxed, the final time was really rather a blur, I think I might have even fallen asleep!

I went into this experimnet with my eyes open, we all know what hypnosis can be capable of, but similarly I understand that there are limitations. You need to belive it can work, you need to be open to the possibilities and let yourself go, let the words guide your uncounscious!

Result

So I woke up first thing in the morning. Now it would have been easy for me to then just act being a woman, I could have dressed in my partners clothes and used her makeup and strutted around all day making out to be female. This would have proved the file's success?

Well to be honest, I felt no compulsion to be feminine at all, I did none of the above things and dressed as normal. It was a bit of a dissapointment but then Im not sure what I expected! I went and had breakfast as normal, watched some telly, etc..

..a twist in the tale

So anyway, later in the morning I was feeling horny and took advantage of being home alone. I took the opportunity to relieve myself - nothing unusual here. But then something odd happened. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs, I found myself cooking lunch. Cooking a proper meal, something I dont normally do. I found myself cleaning the kitchen surfaces, putting things away, again, I normally leave all the cleaning up for my partner - even when she is away! I had started picking up on the traditional female role in the home.

And then whilst it was dawning on me I noticed the strangest thing. When I got dressed, I had put on a pair of my wife's panties and, get this, one of her dresses. I honestly promise this is absolutely true. After climaxing I had spontaneously and naturally got dressed in female clothes without even thinking about what I was doing. It just seemed the right thing to do at the time, like it was what I was supposed to do. They were the clothes I should be wearing and it didnt occur to be once that this was unusual. I hadnt thought about the file.

What sets this apart is that I hadnt chosen to wear any kinky items that I might sometimes wear for a thrill, eg some lacey panties, tights or if I was really daring, perhaps stockings and suspenders. I had chosen to wear normal unsexy everyday stuff, and it was post climax too so I was nolonger driven by my horny desires.

And even when I realised what I was wearing, it still didnt feel odd. It felt comfortable to wear for the rest of the day. Looking back now it seems a very strange experience, im embarrassed by how I was manipulated and what I found myself doing. Im cringing at the thought of it even as I type - and NO, I didnt take any photos to share!!

Finally

I have had NO further desire to dress as a woman since then, just as the file claims. So Im glad about that lol! Would I try another file? Yes, I would. But I will pick very carefully because its clear these things do have a latent affect and catch you when your guard is down! I guess that is the whole premise behind hypnotism in the first place! I am not very unsure about listening to the email slavery file lol!

I'd love to try something like this live over MSN with a webcam - who knows what you might end up doing lol! I will certainly be looking out for more files and will post soon reguarding my fantasy file to download!

Drop me a line if you have any recommendations :)

Hypno Female Domination

Ive started investigating the world of hypno femdom a little further, it seems there is a small community to explore and I look forward to reading up more on the subject. The idea of letting my self go and letting a powerful dominant woman into my head to lead me as she desires is so thrilling. Im hoping I can find some mp3 hypno files to try...

Here are two blogs that I will be heading back to for a good read:

http://desiresdungeon.blogspot.com/

http://izzabellesworld.blogspot.com/

Hypnosis

Hypnosis in the fetish world is something Ive become very interested in recently - particulary when along side my domination and submission fantasies. The idea being that a skilled hypnotist can really get in your head, perhaps leading to extra feelings of humiliation or even pushing you further to try things you might not have been willing to try!

After some discussion with online contacts it soon became clear that hypnosis is regularly used effectively to this end. Some of the guys I chatted with told me how they have had straight conservative guys like me living as a woman, or as a dog, or have had them lose control of their body and many even claimed to have had guys begging to suck cock. Now I dont want the latter to happen to me lol, but it goes to show how powerful a skilled hypnotist can be!

My chats lead me to discover that you can download hynotism scipts from the internet to listen to if you dare! OK, so I thought to myself, if im truly here to explore different fetishes - I have to try this for myself!!

Online Files

A site recommended to me by one of the online hypnotists I had spoken to was www.warpmymind.com. So I decided this was where I'd download my first file! Initially the humiliation section seemed promising. However this seemed to be tailored towards "toilet" related scripts - a limit in my fetish exploration I must admit!

Next I looked up transformations, this time the scripts looked unbelievable. Im sorry but Im not convinced listening to a script will cause me to grow breasts lol!

Now the next one was interesting, a hypno email slave script!

"The listener will obey any commands they get in an email titled "THIS IS YOUR NEW HYPNOFILE" and will forget reading any commands with the words "MUST DO" in them. The file also encourages them to pass it on to others."

This is something id be interested in coming back to, but obviously not something I could try on my own!

Other interesting/funny scripts included:

• Im not sure what the misses would think if I started sniffing rounfd her crotch lol: This file uses a nice long induction and then some deepeners, then gives you a strong panty fetish - the sight of a woman's panties (recenly worn, or still on her) or the smell of her pussy musk will make you extremely aroused and hard and will fill you with an overwelming desire for her pussy.
• Another one that the misses might appreciate:This file makes the listener love the taste, smell and feel of a woman's pussy. They will take every opportunity to go down on a partner that he/she can.
• What about something a bit more daring: When this file is done feel a Master putting a vacuum on your cock and balls and expanding them until it is painful. The only way to releive it is to masturbate until you cum.After listening to this file, you will feel like you have a butt plug in your anus for the rest of the day. you will also feel it course and swell keeping you arroused all day. the feeling goes away when you go to sleep that night.
• Or for the really brave: After listening to this file, you will feel like you have a butt plug in your anus for the rest of the day. you will also feel it course and swell keeping you arroused all day. the feeling goes away when you go to sleep that night.

I think at some point I will try listening to all of the above lol! More on what I did pick and whether it worked coming up soon...