Toes in Pantyhose

Here are some high resolution photos I have taken of toes in pantyhose. I love the way you can see the nylon in close detail! So glad I found the macro function on my camera ! It allows real good close up pictures that capture the fine detail of the tights.


Blue pantyhose - I love coloured pantyhose, something extra exciting about it. And yes this is an outdoor pantyhose shot. This was taken at the same time as the earlier youtub movie I posted.



Pink and black stripped tights - More great coloured nylon



Fishnets - this was a pair of hold-up fishnet stockings!


White suspenders - this was a pair of white stockings...

Hypnosis - my experience!

Intro

If you have read my entry below, you will know that I was curious to experiment with a hypnosis mp3 file downloaded from the net, in this case the site www.warpmymind.com.

A few weeks ago, when my partner was away for a weekend, I decided to pick a file entitled "female for the day". I chose this because it was something I had never really wanted to try before, yet I knew it was something that I could possibly do and wouldnt have any horrible lasting consequences. Again, I will reiterate that I am not a full-on cross dresser and have NO desire to look or act like a woman!

Yes, I have worn tights and panties in the past, but that was due to specific fetish interest in those items, and NOT because I am a transvestite!! The only time I have previously thought about becoming a woman is in the context of a domination/submission game where I am forced into it.

Induction

I listened to the file multiple times before going to sleep the previous night, perhaps three times if I remember OK. It was a pleasent experience and I recall feeling deeply relaxed, the final time was really rather a blur, I think I might have even fallen asleep!

I went into this experimnet with my eyes open, we all know what hypnosis can be capable of, but similarly I understand that there are limitations. You need to belive it can work, you need to be open to the possibilities and let yourself go, let the words guide your uncounscious!

Result

So I woke up first thing in the morning. Now it would have been easy for me to then just act being a woman, I could have dressed in my partners clothes and used her makeup and strutted around all day making out to be female. This would have proved the file's success?

Well to be honest, I felt no compulsion to be feminine at all, I did none of the above things and dressed as normal. It was a bit of a dissapointment but then Im not sure what I expected! I went and had breakfast as normal, watched some telly, etc..

..a twist in the tale

So anyway, later in the morning I was feeling horny and took advantage of being home alone. I took the opportunity to relieve myself - nothing unusual here. But then something odd happened. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs, I found myself cooking lunch. Cooking a proper meal, something I dont normally do. I found myself cleaning the kitchen surfaces, putting things away, again, I normally leave all the cleaning up for my partner - even when she is away! I had started picking up on the traditional female role in the home.

And then whilst it was dawning on me I noticed the strangest thing. When I got dressed, I had put on a pair of my wife's panties and, get this, one of her dresses. I honestly promise this is absolutely true. After climaxing I had spontaneously and naturally got dressed in female clothes without even thinking about what I was doing. It just seemed the right thing to do at the time, like it was what I was supposed to do. They were the clothes I should be wearing and it didnt occur to be once that this was unusual. I hadnt thought about the file.

What sets this apart is that I hadnt chosen to wear any kinky items that I might sometimes wear for a thrill, eg some lacey panties, tights or if I was really daring, perhaps stockings and suspenders. I had chosen to wear normal unsexy everyday stuff, and it was post climax too so I was nolonger driven by my horny desires.

And even when I realised what I was wearing, it still didnt feel odd. It felt comfortable to wear for the rest of the day. Looking back now it seems a very strange experience, im embarrassed by how I was manipulated and what I found myself doing. Im cringing at the thought of it even as I type - and NO, I didnt take any photos to share!!

Finally

I have had NO further desire to dress as a woman since then, just as the file claims. So Im glad about that lol! Would I try another file? Yes, I would. But I will pick very carefully because its clear these things do have a latent affect and catch you when your guard is down! I guess that is the whole premise behind hypnotism in the first place! I am not very unsure about listening to the email slavery file lol!

I'd love to try something like this live over MSN with a webcam - who knows what you might end up doing lol! I will certainly be looking out for more files and will post soon reguarding my fantasy file to download!

Drop me a line if you have any recommendations :)

Blue Pantyhose

It's been a while, but my tights videos on youtube proved quite popular, and so I have uploaded a new one! I must admit I havent slipped into any nylons for a while, they arent the most comfortable things to wear now that summer is finally here!

In this video I took the opportunity to show of my tights in a secluded outdoor location, when I was safe from being discovered I stripped down to my blue pantyhose and rolled in the grass a little - very thrilling and a fantastic experience. I am not sure I will dare to do it again anytime soon! I think for now I will hang up my hose unless there are more requests of if there is a particularly dominant man or woman out there who wants to force me into them ;)!

Fantasy - The Bitch! Part I

I was doing a favour for my boss whilst he was away on a business trip, he asked me to help paint his spare room on Friday, in exchange I would be allowed to have the rest of the day off. I arrived on time and a smart lady, Mrs Glen, answered the door. "So you're the hired help then, ay?" she barked. I was led up stairs to a sparse room, the paint and brushes were waiting for me. There wasn't much of the wall that needed doing, perhaps only 3 or 4 hours work I hoped. "I'm heading out for the day, let yourself out when you are finished" shouted up the lady, before shutting the front door behind her.

With no distractions I worked quickly through my task, it was barely midday by the time I had finished and was free for the rest of the weekend. As I started to pack away, I couldn't help having a little look round my boss's home, I headed straight for the owner's bedroom. I started looking through her bed side draws, and to my surprise found a small stash of erotic magazines. Again, I couldn't help but to pull one out and started reading. The magazine was a specialist title featuring female domination, stories, photos, and articles discussing powerful women and their control over men. This wasn't a subject I was really into, but there was some great photos in there, plenty of sexy ladies wearing anything from thigh high leather boots, latex catsuits to seamed stockings.

Before I knew it I was sitting on the bed with my clothes piled on the floor, cock in hand, masturbating furiously to the sight of these sexy pictures. "What on Earth do you think you're doing?", came the loud domineering voice. I looked up to see Mrs Glen standing in the doorway, I had not heard her come home. My erection shrunk away almost instantly as I caught her eye. I was so mortified, not only had she caught me masturbating, but it was obvious I had gone through her personal belongings. I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I just looked at the floor and wanted the ground to swallow me up. What could I say? Normally I have an answer for everything, but this time there was no quick witted response at hand.

"You've been through my belongings? I trusted you. Do you know how humiliating it feels to know you've reading about my private interests?"

"I'm Sorry" is all I could reply in a feeble voice, "I'm really sorry". It seemed like an eternity had passed, time moves very slowly when you are caught naked by your Employer's wife. All of a sudden she stepped forward, bent down and scooped up my clothes. Without another word she marched off taking them with her. I was left wondering what she was doing, why didn't she throw me out of the house whilst screaming and shouting at me? I could only imagine she was going to phone her husband and have me sacked, why had I been so stupid? The reality, as I soon found out, was worse. Much worse.

Pantyhose Encasement

Due to popular demand(!) I have uploaded another picture from my recent black pantyhose encasement experience. This is me peaking outside the front door - lol! Seems kinda brave, or kinda stupid, until I tell you it was about 3am in the morning! Still, you never know, someone might have been walking past the door on the way home from a late night - imagine if someone had seen me! Id have been sooooo embarressed!

Having said that, some people over at the Pantyhose discussion forum seem quite comfortable being seen in there hose, and other people seem to be promoting the wearing of Zentai in public! That must be such a thrill, hopefully in time Ill get a bit more comfortable with this, but right now it feels so weird to know people have seen me online already! I cant imagine it ever feeling 'normal' but who knows...

My first video!

OK, so now im getting really brave! A while back I mentioned i bought some yellow pantyhose for encasement, however I chickened out of posting anything as the pics looked a bit too much like me and im not ready for that yet, im sure I will in time, perhaps depends on the feedback I get...

So anyway, I got hold of some black hose, a little more opaque, and the other weekend I once again tried the full encasement. Its strange because I enjoy looking at the pictures afterwards, but I find actually doing it quite uncomfortable, both physically and emotionally. I still find it hard to look at myself in the mirror when dressed up, it just feels really weird.

And physically its tough too, the tights really grip your body, your face is compressed, you sweat, get hot and sticky and then cold. The tights afterwards were very damp, straight into the wash!

So anyway, I promised a video clip, so here it is, please be gentle on any comments, im quite vulnerable at this stage! If you like it please let me know, Id think about making more clips if people demanded them hehe...?

Gimp of the week! Encasement

I really liked this photo, not only does the girl look great in the blue pantyhose, but I love the tight bonds and the sexy dominatrix looking ove her. But actually, the position id like to be in is the gagged onlooking slave in the black outfit.




Imagine being the one having to stand at the side, forced to watch the others having their fun, not knowing what will happen to you next! Now that sounds like a position I want to be in!

Humiliation

You write in your profile that you're interested in humiliation? What exactly does that involve, and what do you like about it? What does it do for you?


So the above question was posed to me in a comment, and I thought id add an entry to answer it. So first off, what would it involve? Well in my fantasies it would be things such as being forced to wear stockings for example, or forced to wear panties and a bra, or to crawl around the floor like a dog, or to have to eat my food out of a bowl on the floor,

Whats the attraction? Well thats a harder question to answer! Im not sure I even know the answer! I guess I enjoy the feeling of powerlessness, I enjoy knowing the idea of someone having so much control over me that I have to perform whatever degrading act they suggest. I think that gives me the rush of adrenaline, the excitment.

Once Ive agreed to play along, I know that I am in their control and who knows what I will have to do
next?!

Caged

So for example, imagine you've agreed to submit to someone elses requested and they drop some pantyhose down infront of you. Next thing you know you are being pushed into a cage covered from head to toe in nylon and locked in. You are then left there in the middle of the room, where anyone might see you at any minute. I fantasise about such a scenario and just thinking about how I would feel in that situation makes me so excited!

Would I ever want to do it for real? Maybe not, I imagine the fantasy is more exciting than the reality - often the case I think.

Cam

I do like the idea of trying it over webcam though, where someone orders you around and I have to perform every and all instructions for their amusement! Imagine a whole load of people connected in and watching and laughing at you all at the same time.

Blog

In many ways this whole blog is hooking into my enjoyment of humiliation, I have now taken a few pics and videos of my first experiences with pantyhose (thats a seperate post to come!) and so when I upload them I am subjecting myself to public humiliation on the net, anyone will be able to see the pics and comment on them, but then thats the excitment for me!

I think this is one of many sexual activities that is hard to understand if you havent experienced the enjoyment yourself. It would have to be in a safe and controlled environment that's for sure, and I dont think its for everyone!

Eek!

So a while back I made a little promise, perhaps a little rashly, that I would recreate the picture in this post.

And so now the post has attracted 5 different posters and Im left wondering whether im brave enough to actually follow through on my promise!! If you read my recent posts you'll see I went to a fetish shop recently, more on that to come, but Ill say that I did buy a ball-gag and collar n cuffs amongst other things (I spent a few hundred pounds - oops!). However, I still dont have a suitcase or some pantyhose I can risk damaging (I wouldnt want to borrow my missus's for this!).

So looks like I can actually do this if I pluck up the courage to buy some hose from my local store, and I also have the opportunity to do it this weekend!

Its a scary thought, but exciting too, am I brave enough to get into the gear, am I brave enough to post it? What do readers think, should I feel bound to do it?! ;)


Here's another pic from the site, if I can get hold of yellow pantyhose I'd love to look like this guy - doesnt the yellow look amazing on him? And again I just love the gag and cuffs :D


Bye for now!

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Gimp of the week!

Ok, so I thought I was a bit weird for having all these bizarre fetish fantasies, and lets be honest, if I ever find myself looking like this week's gimp, I'll have to admit that I am.

And what's more this guy then posted the photo on the internet,a picture of him in panties, suspenders, and gimp mask, floating around the internet forever.

I think the pretty litle red bows on the stocking tops really suit him! So really, in the interests of science, and my fetish exploration, I should be thinking about recreating this picture to the best of my ability - but somehow I just dont want to!

Tell you what if one person leaves me a comment and requests it, i'll add it to my 43thing to do page! Cant promise Ill ever be able to recreate it exactly, but then I rarely get any comments here so I think im safe ;)!

Cheers!

WOW! I just have to do this for myself one day, imagine being covered head to toe in pantyhose like this woman, imagine being outside dressed like that?!

I have to try pantyhose encasement and ill upload the results here, its on my 43things list, not sure ill do it outside though lol, maybe on webcam ;)