Gimp of the Week!

Havent posted for a while, more to follow on my adventures from last week, but for now, here's some great head gear that Id love to be locked into!

Ive already started drafting a big update, might take a while to publish though...!

Humiliation

You write in your profile that you're interested in humiliation? What exactly does that involve, and what do you like about it? What does it do for you?


So the above question was posed to me in a comment, and I thought id add an entry to answer it. So first off, what would it involve? Well in my fantasies it would be things such as being forced to wear stockings for example, or forced to wear panties and a bra, or to crawl around the floor like a dog, or to have to eat my food out of a bowl on the floor,

Whats the attraction? Well thats a harder question to answer! Im not sure I even know the answer! I guess I enjoy the feeling of powerlessness, I enjoy knowing the idea of someone having so much control over me that I have to perform whatever degrading act they suggest. I think that gives me the rush of adrenaline, the excitment.

Once Ive agreed to play along, I know that I am in their control and who knows what I will have to do
next?!

Caged

So for example, imagine you've agreed to submit to someone elses requested and they drop some pantyhose down infront of you. Next thing you know you are being pushed into a cage covered from head to toe in nylon and locked in. You are then left there in the middle of the room, where anyone might see you at any minute. I fantasise about such a scenario and just thinking about how I would feel in that situation makes me so excited!

Would I ever want to do it for real? Maybe not, I imagine the fantasy is more exciting than the reality - often the case I think.

Cam

I do like the idea of trying it over webcam though, where someone orders you around and I have to perform every and all instructions for their amusement! Imagine a whole load of people connected in and watching and laughing at you all at the same time.

Blog

In many ways this whole blog is hooking into my enjoyment of humiliation, I have now taken a few pics and videos of my first experiences with pantyhose (thats a seperate post to come!) and so when I upload them I am subjecting myself to public humiliation on the net, anyone will be able to see the pics and comment on them, but then thats the excitment for me!

I think this is one of many sexual activities that is hard to understand if you havent experienced the enjoyment yourself. It would have to be in a safe and controlled environment that's for sure, and I dont think its for everyone!

Tights!

Ok, so Ive gone and done it - Ive gone and bought three pairs of yellow hose so that I can do a full encasement, even got some safty pins to keep the hose in place once its on - I am thinking ahead lol!!

I have to say that buying the tights was harder than buying bondage gear in a fetish store, at least in the fetish store the guys who work there do it every day and you know they have seen it all. But I felt really awkward buying those tights, it was awful, I could see the girl on the check- out looking me up and down and thinking "you pervert". I dont want to do that again in a hurry lol!

So wow, Ive actually got what I need, looks like this time tomorrow Ill have the place to myself and Ill be pulling the hose over my legs, over my arms and over my head - my heart is racing at the prospect.

Eek!

So a while back I made a little promise, perhaps a little rashly, that I would recreate the picture in this post.

And so now the post has attracted 5 different posters and Im left wondering whether im brave enough to actually follow through on my promise!! If you read my recent posts you'll see I went to a fetish shop recently, more on that to come, but Ill say that I did buy a ball-gag and collar n cuffs amongst other things (I spent a few hundred pounds - oops!). However, I still dont have a suitcase or some pantyhose I can risk damaging (I wouldnt want to borrow my missus's for this!).

So looks like I can actually do this if I pluck up the courage to buy some hose from my local store, and I also have the opportunity to do it this weekend!

Its a scary thought, but exciting too, am I brave enough to get into the gear, am I brave enough to post it? What do readers think, should I feel bound to do it?! ;)


Here's another pic from the site, if I can get hold of yellow pantyhose I'd love to look like this guy - doesnt the yellow look amazing on him? And again I just love the gag and cuffs :D


Bye for now!

YouTube!

OK last post for now lol! Honest! I wonder if this will work, im trying to add a youtube vid ive just seen! I hope it does work as Ill be using this idea to post videos of myself should i get brave enough lol!

Anyway heres the link if it doesnt embed correctly! Anyways, how hot is that video clip, the girl wrapped tightly in pantyhose, gagged and collered. Wow it must feel amazing to be in her position! So any way, as Ive done in the past, I promise to recreate that video clip if 5 people comment below!! hehe I feel pretty safe doing this as so far ive not had to do one of these little bets lol! Wow what a clip though, loved it.

Webcam!

Final update for now! My other purchase was a webcam! A nice high res model that should take some good movies and also some still pictures too! Hopefully it will arrive in time for the weekend! I look forward to sharing some of my first fetish experiences with you all, either with some short video clips or at least plenty of stills.

And who knows, if im really brave, I might even do a live cam2cam lol!

More Shopping

Further to my own private shopping trip, since discussing my stocking fantasies with my partner, last week we jointly went underwear shopping for some saucy underwear. Now I feel that I was mostly leading this but she didnt seem to unwilling, sadly I dont think she feels very sexy despite what I say to convince her otherwise.

Anyway, not only did we get some stockings and suspenders, but we also saw a basque/corset in the sale, so we got this too. So yes, I guess it paid to be forward on this issue and suggest we buy something like this! Anyway, I must admit I think I am more interested in wearing them than she is, and I dont think I will be able to help myself either!! I think this is one for private time too, im not sure how to say that I want to wear them too... hmmm lets worry about that later!

OK, so im not going to loko as good as this lady below, but wow, soon im going to be wearing an outfit like this, makes me so excited lol...

New Purchases

So quite a bit has happened recently, alas due to my blog being offline it will need some catching up....

Ive taken the plunge and gone and made my first purchases from a fetish shop! It was very very scary going in there for the first time, I kept telling myself that the people in there are surrounded by these things every day so it should mean nothing to them, but still, people might see me go in, maybe there is someone I know in there or.... arghhhh!

So anyway, once in there my heart was racing and to be honest it was one of the most exciting things Ive ever done! A whole shop full of weird and wonderful toys that you never knew existed, but whats more, I knew that I could buy any of the things there (money permitting) and take them home that day. Its not like when you see something on the internet and think 'I could buy that', I was actually there and I was actually going to buy some serious fetish gear! The stuff ive been fantasising over since my late teenage years!

Anyway, I will try to update further on this at the weekend, with a few pics of what I got! I havent had a chance to play yet, I havent quite had the courage to tell my missus so the stuff is all stashed away, however she is off to a party at the wkkend so I'll have some time then!

It looks like my plan to go through my 43things might alter slightly, looks like I wont being doing it in order now simply because of what I will and wont have to play with! However I should be able to get through a number of items now - so keep reading!

Partner

A few people asked me about my partner and have pointed out that keeping secrets is never a good thing. I totally agree with that, I will certinaly try to share my fetish fantasies with her, however it is sometimes a difficult thing to do. I have already talked to her about my interest in pantyhose, lycra and rubber, and although she wasnt upset by my initial discussions, she wasnt that keen to try stuff out either.

So on the plus side at least she is aware that I will be looking to buy a few things and my expectations are such that I wont expect her to join in. Anyways, lets see how things go. I cant imagine ever sharing my darkest fantasies so for now they will be kept to this secret little blog. How can you tell a woman you love that you want her to dress you in stockings, tie you over the table, and fuck you from behind with a strap-on cock. Especially if your parnter is a straight conservative innocent lady...?

But who knows, maybe in time the person on the recieving end may one day be me... ;)

Hoooray!!!

The blog is back!!

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So after being blocked out for almost a werk the nice peeps at blogger have unlocked me - thanks! I have some posts to put back up since they dropped off when edited and I ahve to fill you in on some exciting news :)

Watch this space!!

Gimp of the week time!

Now here's a scene any red blooded fetish addict would love to star in. All gimped up and no place to go, two women circling around, ready to have their wicked way!

Where to I apply?!